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what the hell did i get myself into!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no! nonononononono.... frig... i dunno what to say.. i dunnoo how to answer his question.. i want to say yes.. but i dont.. bah.. whyd he have to make everythign so difficult.. everythign was just fine.. and then this.. bahhhh... nooooo... what do i say

so i got limewire.. it's a search engine for music.. movies.. etc.. so far its much better than the one ive been using.. winmx.. i could hardly find anything on winmx anymore.. i stayed home today cuz i wasnt feeling too well last night.. im still not tip top but i dont wanna miss anymore school this week.. wait did i just say that.. oh yea.. i ( Read more... )

is it selfish to cry over that... i think it is...
she cant leave..

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooOOOOooooooooo ( Read more... )

so today i finally felt like a supervisor... i actually gave orders.. and got people to do their chores.. and did a run through always fresh.. i like today.. then after kelli came i felt like doign some chores.. so i did almost all the chores on the chore list.. it felt good.. i just.. didint feel like talking to anyone.. or serving any customers ( Read more... )

heidi, i hope you had a good day yesterday and an awesome 31st birthday ( Read more... )

yes i'm back... and yes, i'm updating.. what i planned on doing was... well i wrote in a journal in mexico.. and i was going to write it all in here.. but then i changed my mind.. i need to write things down, to get them off my mind.. well by writing them down on paper in mexico, i got things off my mind.. and they don't need to be re written ( Read more... )

there's less than 24 hours until i'm on the plane... i can't wait.. i have so much packing to do and yet im not stressing.. i never stress when it comes to packing.. i remember in the summer i got back from my cottage with the fam.. and that same day i was leaving for britts cottage.. i managed to pack in like half an hour and britt picked me up ( Read more... )

im sorry ( Read more... )

feelings that i never thought id have? oh they definatly cameout.. im stunned... shocked.. relieved.. speechless.. all in one.. hmm.. dont know what to say about it.. i talked to some people about it.. i tried denying it.. why.. i dunno.. ahhhhhhh ( Read more... )