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So, our graduation night is May 20...since, July of 2004. We received our invitations with the date "May 20" on them the week before spring break..you know those pieces of papers that invite you to graduation that cost A JILLION BUCKS. Well, its rumored that graduation is going to be moved because the frikkin state playoffs are that day. I THINK NOT! I mean this effects ten ppl at most out of a whopping 52. I honestly think they can:
1) Screw themselves
2) Move playoffs
3) Suck it up
4) Receive their diplomas in the mail and just not walk.
5) Be beaten by their own baseball bat.
I mean come on, you've played baseball since the 7th grade and been to many championship games. You only get to graduate one time. Wow, that decision is hard. Graduation cost too flipping much to get ruined because of something that isnt garunteed anyways. Oh and might I add these are the same ppl that pray for rain EVERYDAY because they dont want to play nor practice, it's not too damn special. So dont give me that "its my senior year" bs.
Like I said, it has been rumored. But Im just venting ahead of time. If you believe that this is the most perposterus (s/p?) thing you've ever heard, comment now.
I think I am going to paint my toe nails
Oh yea, something sad. The entire time that Brian and I have been dating we always spend Sundays together. That is our day to relax, he doesnt work and neither do I. It's just our one day a week we go on nice dates and stuff. And now hes a manager and he has to work open to close every single Sunday. That is just effing sad to me.
Oh, and don't be all "I only get to see my 'other half' once every century so you should be happy" because that is your relationship, not mine
Things have been on shaky ground with Brian and me lately. We are both so busy, stressed, and sometimes confused. We have grown up so much since we first started dating, it's unbelievable. When it comes to the relationship part Brian can be more mature than me (don't let that go to your head bme;-D) and that makes it kind of hard. I dont have any friends that I go and hang out with like he does. I have friends but I dont do things with them, so when he is out with his friends Im stuck at the house watching the walls; therefore, I just sit and think, and over-analyze, and think, and paranoy myself, and put things in my head that aren't true...even when I know it isn't true, but I can't stop the thought. Then he gets frustrated because I question him so much on his love for me and if he's faithful. I admit, when it comes to Brian I like his full attention and when he's with his friends I don't get it, which is the right thing for him to do...but it agitates me. And once again, though I know it's wrong I can't stop it. Some other things happened that I don't want to go into detail about, but I think we both had thoughts of parting ways, but I realized my faults and I hope he realized his and I am 100% dedicated to fixing them. Something keeps telling me to hold on and keep fighting through. I love Brian and I always will. It's him or nobody. There isn't a relationship in this world that is perfect, every couple fights, but it's up to the ppl to realize the relationships that are worth fighting for and the ones that aren't. As for our relationship I would put up with five bad days for two good days. So we are trying to rebuild the damage done.
Brian, I love you more than anything in this world. You're my best friend and you're always the last one standing when everyone else walks out on me. I promise Im going to get it right this time, just stay by my side and hold me REALLY tight!:-*
I havent wrote my feelings in here in a long time. I feel better now that I've talked about it=D Sorry for the mumbo jumbo.
So, our graduation night is May 20...since, July of 2004. We received our invitations with the date "May 20" on them the week before spring break..you know those pieces of papers that invite you to graduation that cost A JILLION BUCKS. Well, its rumored that graduation is going to be moved because the frikkin state playoffs are that day. I THINK NOT! I mean this effects ten ppl at most out of a whopping 52. I honestly think they can:
1) Screw themselves
2) Move playoffs
3) Suck it up
4) Receive their diplomas in the mail and just not walk.
5) Be beaten by their own baseball bat.
I mean come on, you've played baseball since the 7th grade and been to many championship games. You only get to graduate one time. Wow, that decision is hard. Graduation cost too flipping much to get ruined because of something that isnt garunteed anyways. Oh and might I add these are the same ppl that pray for rain EVERYDAY because they dont want to play nor practice, it's not too damn special. So dont give me that "its my senior year" bs.
Like I said, it has been rumored. But Im just venting ahead of time. If you believe that this is the most perposterus (s/p?) thing you've ever heard, comment now.
I think I am going to paint my toe nails
Oh yea, something sad. The entire time that Brian and I have been dating we always spend Sundays together. That is our day to relax, he doesnt work and neither do I. It's just our one day a week we go on nice dates and stuff. And now hes a manager and he has to work open to close every single Sunday. That is just effing sad to me.
Oh, and don't be all "I only get to see my 'other half' once every century so you should be happy" because that is your relationship, not mine
Things have been on shaky ground with Brian and me lately. We are both so busy, stressed, and sometimes confused. We have grown up so much since we first started dating, it's unbelievable. When it comes to the relationship part Brian can be more mature than me (don't let that go to your head bme;-D) and that makes it kind of hard. I dont have any friends that I go and hang out with like he does. I have friends but I dont do things with them, so when he is out with his friends Im stuck at the house watching the walls; therefore, I just sit and think, and over-analyze, and think, and paranoy myself, and put things in my head that aren't true...even when I know it isn't true, but I can't stop the thought. Then he gets frustrated because I question him so much on his love for me and if he's faithful. I admit, when it comes to Brian I like his full attention and when he's with his friends I don't get it, which is the right thing for him to do...but it agitates me. And once again, though I know it's wrong I can't stop it. Some other things happened that I don't want to go into detail about, but I think we both had thoughts of parting ways, but I realized my faults and I hope he realized his and I am 100% dedicated to fixing them. Something keeps telling me to hold on and keep fighting through. I love Brian and I always will. It's him or nobody. There isn't a relationship in this world that is perfect, every couple fights, but it's up to the ppl to realize the relationships that are worth fighting for and the ones that aren't. As for our relationship I would put up with five bad days for two good days. So we are trying to rebuild the damage done.
Brian, I love you more than anything in this world. You're my best friend and you're always the last one standing when everyone else walks out on me. I promise Im going to get it right this time, just stay by my side and hold me REALLY tight!:-*
I havent wrote my feelings in here in a long time. I feel better now that I've talked about it=D Sorry for the mumbo jumbo.