The unedited words of a dieing king who never was. a joker who never knew and a surf who thought he was the untouchable ( Read more... )

Home, home again ( Read more... )

not much is happening aside from school and frisbee and the usual. no more than the usual complaints and nothing to get excited about. i never remember to update this thing cause nothing huge and important ever happens. amoungst many many things i need, money is becomming very scarce. i need a job but i dont want one considering the amount of time ( Read more... )

i wanna fly out past everything, outside of this galaxy and lay on a star and watch other stars and the world and stuff. and then im gonna fly to the edge of the sun and watch it burn and then fly to the moon with frisbee people and play frisbee there and the frisbee will float cause of no gravity so every play everybody could jump for it and ( Read more... )

lately i got nothing. i just seem to be annoying everybody. w/e life goes on ( Read more... )

despite college, injuries, paintballing, vacations, negative nancys and people just not showing up frisbee is hanging in there. i love it. other than that idk whats going on. i feel like such an idiot because i dont wanna sound emo or like a dick but i always feel alone and life is being weird again. not like depressing, just weird. school starts ( Read more... )

the mystery paintball man is fucking stuff up at frisbee. non players suck and there are too many of them. A LOT of people are now done with frisbee so i think even despite my efforts it may be done for good. a lot of my friends are going to college and away and stuff. even people going to local college are gonna be busy. work sucks and i dont ( Read more... )

everybody asks why i dont update and its not because i dont freakin try. this is the 3rd damn time tonight im typing up an entry and hopefully my computer wont freeze this time. im dead tired and i gotta be up in 4 hours for work but i refuse to quit until my piece of crap computer lets me update. my short term memory sucks as usual so i dont ( Read more... )

i went to the bisons game/wrestling thing with shanahan today and it was awesome. i got in a fight with the catcher from the ottawa team about bubblegum and then a 70yr old man for saying whore and i got kicked out of my seat. i got real sunburned and i look like a huge fat tomatoe and im pissed off. shanahan made me go to frisbee so my retirement ( Read more... )

i guess quiting drugs has its bad side. im very irritable and pissed off lately. i quit frisbee today but i dont know how long that will last. right now i dont think im ever going back but logically i know i will. im so sick of everything my head hurts. i dont know what to think anymore. im so fucking confused because im constantly contradicting ( Read more... )