Deep Stuff
I've been sitting here staring at this text entry window for a while now... always ended up doing this, both on comp and on paper. Still, I guess I need to get this down someplace.
I haven't been feeling too good of late. And by "of late" I mean the past several years. As, like, I'd have to say 99-100% of you know, I'm single, and I'm ending up resigned to this not changing anytime soon. See, I live around a military town, so... while there's clubs around, I don't really get the impression there's many eligable women in the area. Rather wary of going out, actually, as I get the impression I'd end up chatting up some chick that's just hiding her ring until her husband comes home, or dealing with a young mother looking for someone to support her kids.
Of course, also afraid to move out, yaknow? It's one of those "where would I go, where would I stay?" things. Not so much "what would I do?", as honestly the phrase "just transfer stores" hits me as an option.
I guess... what really gets to me is this feeling that I'm adrift, yaknow? And it's annoying, and depressing.
I haven't been feeling too good of late. And by "of late" I mean the past several years. As, like, I'd have to say 99-100% of you know, I'm single, and I'm ending up resigned to this not changing anytime soon. See, I live around a military town, so... while there's clubs around, I don't really get the impression there's many eligable women in the area. Rather wary of going out, actually, as I get the impression I'd end up chatting up some chick that's just hiding her ring until her husband comes home, or dealing with a young mother looking for someone to support her kids.
Of course, also afraid to move out, yaknow? It's one of those "where would I go, where would I stay?" things. Not so much "what would I do?", as honestly the phrase "just transfer stores" hits me as an option.
I guess... what really gets to me is this feeling that I'm adrift, yaknow? And it's annoying, and depressing.