"i somehow find, that you and i collide..."....man i love that song ( Read more... )

another day ( Read more... )

MM, so i've had a bit of time to think about things today. i've started to see some things again, which i haven't seen for a while. i'm finding that i like the time i have by myself a bit more...i'm finding at this point in time, i'm still not the person i would like to be...i've learned that my patience isn't near what it should be....and i've ( Read more... )

well, my days off have not been nearly as productive as i would have liked them to be. i did get my computer up and running though. it's time for me to get a new computer, scary and expensive thought, but my computer is from 2000 - that would be equivalent to the stone age with how fast technology changes. hmm, but that will have to wait until i ( Read more... )

sometimes i sit here and wonder what the hell is happening with my life. seems like before i was able to take it all a day at a time, and now i think i'm concentrating too much on the things i shouldn't be. at times i wonder if i like to feel shitty, depressed, and why do i keep puttin myself through this..some kinda sick pleasure..? hopefully ( Read more... )