it doesn't feel like all my memories belong in the same body. like my past is less real and relevant to my present than a story i read
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I sometimes wonder whether or not the disconnect with the past is the best survival mechanism ever. To be able to look back and not remember feeling all the visceral nastiness, to be able to analyse it dispassionately and say 'that was shit... wow.'... Je ne sais pas.
Love yourself well, for you are surely deserving. *hugs* <3
*hugs* thanks for the words, dearie-o. unfortunately sometimes my dwellings lead me in the other direction, where i feel like now is impossible or unreal, and the past has a hold of me. thankfully those episodes are relatively short, and i'm learning to manage them. damn PTSD.
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Love yourself well, for you are surely deserving. *hugs* <3
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