*sigh* I've been so sick. I'm just so tired of all this crap. I lie awake at night and try to remember what it felt like to put my arm around his tummy. Search for his scent..but then try and move on ( Read more... )

I had the best day today! Got up to my sweet baby girl and then a great day at the park. My love was there with his girlfriend so that was fun. Brian was a jerk as awlays, but who gives a flying fuck anymore ( Read more... )

Getting ready to go to the Doghouse with Michael from work, wish me luck!!

I've been feeling so much lately. So much being pulled. I've been acused of worming in on Brian's life, like I was some kind of pest he couldn't get rid of. Those words from his mother went through me like a ton of bricks. How dare he make it out to be that way. If he wasn't leading me on, asking me to come over and just relax with him after work, ( Read more... )

Yes I am growing and tumbling with all the weeds and flowers of course! Anyway, I've had a great week, and the weekend only looks better. I work all day Saturday, but Sunday looks awesome. I may get to meet more new people! WOOT!!!

Anyway, hats off to Chicklet for Beauty and the Beast!

I'm going back to Marshall yay!!! It's almost complete now I just have to wait for finacial aid to show it's beautiful face..if that happens then I'll be back ( Read more... )

Wow, let me even speak his name..Ashton..*sigh* lol, he's 16 and still in high school, but damn is he fine ( Read more... )

I've got it bad..Star Wars fever has hit this one hard. I want to write a fanfiction very bad and want to find a layout of maybe the ending battle or of Anakin ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

Still alive..I'm still here, just fighting finances aweful hard. However I know If I just keep praying that someday I'll get my head out of the water.