my head...

[daughterseyes]

my head is so fucked up!!!!!  i wish i could get in there, root around and clean the shit out of it!!!  the negativity, the mistrust, the insecurities, the issues, the jealousy, the anger, and mostly the stupidity.  these things haunt me daily!!!  i can't figure out why.... where it all came from, and how come i can't rid myself of it all.  i have

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[curiusekat]

Unfortunatly sweet pea u r completly correct it is all the above & you need to just take a deep breath & close ur eyes - just let shit flow. I was scorned once - and that was enough - couldnt imagin going through all the shit you have but that aside...you can heal. just give yourself the chance & the chance is - closing your eyes & holding on. take his excuses 4 now - new phone, migrane - whatever....when they become constant & you feel totaly abandoned then we will readdress it. u'll know when its complete bull - the relationship is still 2 new 4 him 2 really be gettn stupid neway! lol. I love you