on invisible wings even fools can fly

[dave_antagonism]

Well it has been another stupid and painful night. Does any one read this? Does any one care? Or do they read and turn their eyes away , ashamed by the spectle i make of my self? God this fucking sucks. i do not know how much longer i can do this. Do not worry i have no suicide fantasys, but my spirit hangs on by a thread.So it has been another

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[clogged_throat]

you haven't asked me out, dave.

[_livewires]

yo dave, i wanted to reply to the post you made about sex and women actually and yes i read what you write and by the way i don't think you're stupid or retarded or anything that your sms's to me or lj posts or comments might suggest. your honesty sends those shivers that remind us of our active existence here in the universe and it reassures me, as masked as it clearly is (but even this, you are honest about). i appreciate your awkward confessions and the fact that you place everything on the line for the sake of being genuine, not caring about the grittiness, the jarringness (creating language here, i am!) of your words. or, of course you care, but you do it anyway. livejournal is a fucking absurd way to make communication and connection. i read this stuff from my desk at work, where i constantly have to prick my ears to sense whether john-from-sales is about to sneak up on me. that's why there's a lack of response and i reckon i speak for more than myself in explaining a strained environment in which i am here with you in

[dave_antagonism]

just realise that the reply i wrote to this ages ago, disappeared in cyberspace. want you to know two things : one i like you; two i express my self in a fashion totally different to you posi kids,i just spew bile, if you get a small chunk it means i like you