so many people die in new york every day. im watching the news right now and a 2 year old was killed in a fire, a middle aged woman was shot 5 times in the head, a baby was left on the doorstep of a church and froze to death, a few cars wiped out on the highway, and a plane crashed into a house. this is insane, i can't stop watching ( Read more... )

i dont know where to begin. when we i got here it was pretty warm, but now it's freezing. my blood needs to get thicker, my floridian blood still needs to adapt ( Read more... )

so im moving TO new york. crazy huh?

David Bean doesn't know the meaning of the word 'enough.' It's not that David is greedy or that he lacks self-discipline - far from it. David goes out of his way to share, care and be fair. That's why he never quite knows when to stop. To draw the line you have to be a little insensitive. How, precisely, should it be measured? With a magnifying ( Read more... )

there's not one thing i look forward to, not one person i look forward to seeing. i dont like 90% of the people i meet and i don't feel like i can be myself around the people i do like. at first this whole thing was frustrating but now it's just depressing. i feel so helples. im jaded and insecure but at the same time egotistical and overdramatic ( Read more... )

so i finish the semester off with a C and 2 B's. that means i graduate.

i saw the hulk yesterday. i like the way they did the split screens to make it look like a comic book. but other than that, it was trash.

starting monday i leave for tour with aji. we're going up the east coast. ill be back in 2 weeks. everyone miss me until then ;-).

so today i decided to pull a hemingway and drink while i typed a few papers. it's my best work all semester. the greatest works of literature have been written under the influence: hemingway, freud, eliot, chaucer, and now bean ( Read more... )

"A special importance attaches to the case in which this attempt to procure a certainty of happiness and a protection against suffering through a delusional remoulding of reality is made by a considerable number of people in common. The religions of mankind must be classed among the mass-delusions...Religion restricts this play of choice and ( Read more... )

so i think i may have killed bambi last nite. i was driving down corporate boulevard and saw something moving around on the median. then all of a sudden it decides to jump out and give my bumper a hug at 40 mph. i slam on the brakes and take it with me for a few feet until i come to a complete stop. then it just gets up and runs away to go ( Read more... )

apparently i slammed my head against my computer last nite, because when i woke up my head was throbbing with pain and my computer wouldnt turn on. i have to cleanse myself of these addictions. im hungover and cigaretteless and it's terrible. and the fact that my computer could have actually been broken made me feel scared and alone. i was ( Read more... )