so drew, mary and ashley came up for the weekend. i did my best to show them a good time. we went to some party in an apartment with no air conditioning and chris got arrested for underaged drinking. afterwards, we went back to our apartment and me, drew, and mary began watching the outsiders. at about 4 in the morning, these 3 girls come ( Read more... )

so while billy was away from his computer some kid IMs him and said he lives in knight's krossing too and wants to smoke us out. he found out his screen name from the network of computers knight's krossing runs on. so like 5 minutes later these two irish looking fellas roll in looking stoned out of their minds. one i might add looks alot like ( Read more... )

i shaved chris's head today. afterwards we went to the mall and some surf shop where i got some hottt shorts. i wasnt even planning on buying anything and then i come across these shorts that were just begging me to compliment their hotness. it reminded me of the first time i hung out with rachel and i asked her to help me find some shorts at ( Read more... )

yesterday i got here around 4 and checked in and all that good stuff. then after about an hour of lugging all my crap up 3 flight's of stairs in this sickening heat, i set up and decoarated everything. we went out to friendly's with the white family and then regrouped back at the pad to take back some beers ( Read more... )

on the way home i read a book called bridges with spirit. in it, the author talks about how he finally found himself and is trying to reinvent himself in that image. by going on tour for a month, i think ive done just that. ive been able to walk into my house feeling like a complete stranger. up until now ive gotten used to my role as merch ( Read more... )

tonite wasn't as satisfying as i hoped itd be. i found out a few days ago that this fag named mike keim stole my guitar and amp a year ago. two things that took me $1,000 and 6 months to repay. it must have been the shittiest thing ever done to me. since a good friend told me he did it, an enourmous amount of people were behind my back ready to ( Read more... )

my fuckin dad moved back in. i dont think ive ever disliked anyone as much as this man. he treats my mom like shit. he treats me like shit. he doesnt go near my brother, probably cause he's scared of him. and he treats my sister like royalty. and just as if his presence wasn't enough to infuriate me, he somehow made my mom think that itd be a ( Read more... )

i need to leave this house. this is my only day off this week and it isnt going as well as id like it to. i got a second job today at kamp kool. i start on monday and i work from 7:30 to 3 weekdays. i think this will be the final blow to my social life. ill just be a non-stop working machine from here on out ( Read more... )

everyone keeps telling me im blocking them but im not. so sorry if i show up on your AIM buddy list and not your AOL one or vice versa. and i think this chipmunk emoticon thing has some problems. i put artistic and he's bouncing all over the place. i put bored and he's crying. im gonna try something i havent tried before like cranky and see ( Read more... )

so im thinking about spending the rest of my life as a recluse in the canadian wilderness. i can hunt wild turkey with my teeth and make friends with the old willow tree and the stream ( Read more... )