I've only been awake for a few hours
And I feel like a different person.

The coffee is telling my heart
"Go faster"
"Faster"
"Faster stupid,"
"Faster." 
"FAAAAAAAAAAAAAASTERRRRRRRRRR!"

The residue of all the emotional weight I've put on myself
Willingly
Is telling my heart
"Stop."

I see how high up
It all is.  
Its the point
At the top
Where I didn't make it.

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Take notice of the things
The things you don't want to notice
The things you are terrified of.

Outward bound goes that which
You might seek
But therein is the question
That is not a debate
But a known.

Do you need that?

Of course not.

To look and see the time I've spent
Without being asked
And to equate it to loss
Makes no sense.

There is so much to be done
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You wreck me
Wither and spend me
With no abandon
And the heat on
With your pants on.

I split my self willingly
Willy nilly until
I am change
In your purse
Under the bed
While sweat is shed.

You base me
Remove me and
Simplify me
Until my existance
Is summaried 
Into dots and silence.

I capsize you. 
Cripple and break you
Apart and the blood
From your wounds
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Sometimes the tease
Is all it takes.

The idea of that one
Sensuous motion
Not even sexual
Just a touch.

A caress down a sleeve
Across a shoulder

Pressure points
Pressed together. 

Sometimes silence is. 

Sometimes the hardest thing to realize
Is that
The truth has
Been told
To you.
Already.

And you just
Weren't
Paying attention.

The worst part
Is that its still there. 
In front of you. 
Waiting to be found.

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