so yea there's only like 7 months until my wedding and i'm going insane!!!! all i need right now is a strong drink and a stogie!!!! g2g gotta get my sissy outta trouble (again!)

i'm bored as fuck cuz i just left my night job and i'm kinda tired! i dunno i'll talk more later!

Hell yea I wanna bang Johnny Depp

so yea chrissy and i are hanging out right now fighting over the computer and i'm geeking out! i'm really fucking hyper and i have no idea why! i'm not even stoned and i feel as tho i am. i dunno! hey sara call me on my celly so i can talk to you!!!!!! g2g before my sister kills me!!!!

yea well this is really dumb! Bernie and i are hanging out today and i'm really fucking bored. La te da and lalalalla. n e wayz i'm trying to help my mommy with her crafts and now i'm stuck with trying to make candles and all these other stupid crafts!!!!! i g2g tho b/c mommy and i are trying out something new

I'm so confused right now! i honostly thought that Rich was "the one" and now it seems like he's ingnoring me. i dunno what to do about it. i'm so hurt and depressed right now that it's taking all i can do not to cry. with john being in tenessee in basic training, rich being an ass, and jackson still recouping from surgery, it seems like me ( Read more... )

yea yea yea i kno i kno all i ever seem to talk about lately is either jp or vinny. oh well! those of you who actually will listen to me i am extremely grateful to. i don't know what i'd do without my TRUE friends! i love you all and i hope nothing bad happens to any of you! i'm just being really corny today so i'm sorry! i love everybody!

ok yea dealing with doug's death has really got me thinkin. what would i have done if it were jp? not that i don't love and miss doug but i really don't know what i would have done if it were jp, double d or n e one else in da 420 crew. it's bad enough it was doug! i dunno what to think n e more!

really fucked up things have happened lately to the point where i don't think i know myself n e more! sara and i are great friends again but i'm scared that i'm gonna fuck things up like i always do! why is life such a bitch! i've tried to tlak to sam but she's either never online or doesn''t im me back! i really miss her but she seems to have ( Read more... )

well, i guess even being happiness ends somehow! me and my boyfriend are no more! oh well he was an asshole who was sleeping with a 14 year old!