i was recently reading some very old material again, even older than before, and i just want to say that i'm sorry again. those who this applies to, you know who you are. i never meant to act that way. i don't want to go into details cause i've already caused enough drama on this issue. i fucked up, lost my chance, and have been missing out ever ( Read more... )

i've been trying to watch interview with the vampire for the last two nites. i start it around midnight or so, and i always pass out within the first 45 minutes. i've seen it before, but it's been a hella long time. i've seemed to wake up in the morning to the exact same part both days too! but for some reason i can't recall what that part is! it's ( Read more... )

i've been doing nothing but post and reply to posts all day today. in some ways i feel like a loser cause i have nothing better to do, but it's okay cause i'm at work, and i don't have anything better to do.

but at the same time i fear that the internet is taking over my life....

see, this is the problem i kne that i would have. not being able to think of anything interesting or worthwhile to say. my journal's gonna get real boring real fast... and the fact that there was already some annonymous reply talking shit on my first post just pisses me off.

so i finally got a live journal, i figured i had too because everyone else has one, and i was feeling out of the loop. that, and i love commenting on other peoples entries, and i started to get really annoyed every time i couldn't post because i didn't have an account. so here i am, just a trendy motherfucker tryin to fit in