ok this is my first fan-fic!!
"Oh my gosh! There's this boy at school, and let me tell ya, he is hot!"
"David, I swear all you do id talk about boys!" Laughed my best friend Melanie.
"I know, but he is hot! His name is Pierre..but he has a girlfriend"
"David, you and I used to date."
"But Mel that was before I--"she cut me off
"Yea, that was before you came out, but you were still gay...maybe you should just talk to him. Plus Valentine's Day is this friday!"
"Mel, you should see him. He's one of the jocks..he would never date me."
"You never know, but its 10 and my curfew is 10:30...Ill talk to you tomorrow after school."
"Ok bye" I said and gave her a hug.
See Mel and I dated a few years back and after I came out, I was having some emotional problems. She was always there. She's homeschooled but she comes over every day. I love her but just as friends. I need a boyfriend!
"David...?"my mom called as she knocked on my door.
"Yea? Come on in mom."
"Ok, how are you doing?"
"ok I guess."
"Have you been taking yur medicine and doing your homework?"
"Yea.."
"Ok then, go to bed. I'll see you!"
"Yea I'll see you later mom"
My dad died in 2003, so my mom has been pretty busy, we hardly see each other except weekends.
Alarm clock already?Great...a new fucking day at school. But hey I'll get to see Pierre!
When I arrived at school everyone was giving me weird looks...I guess they already knew about what had happened.
"Hey David!"my friend Pat called.
"Hey Pat..How have you been?"
"Pretty Good. James and I are going out now!"
"Oh! Good News! Still single here...know of any single gay guys, preferably dark brown hair, broad sholders,brown eyes."
"Oh my Gosh David,Your not crushing on the new guy Pierre are you?"
"Uh, yea why? Do you know somwthing about him?!?"
"Yea..today during breakfast he came over to our table and was telling James about him cheating on his old girlfriend with Billy! Can you bileive him?"Pat said.
"Oh...My...Gosh..No...way. Well thats good, in a way."
"yea i guess...but Im gonna go...see ya later!"
At our school,like many others, school is not a place for gay people. So we have our own breakfast/lunch table and we really don't talk to anyone that doesn't sit there. In all of our classes the teachers put us in the back, homophobes. Wow classes, this is my first day back in a week. I was in the hospital getting my stomach pumped...yep, I tried to kill myslef after me and Billy broke up. But he came to the hospital everyday. oh my gosh...pierre is wiht Billy and I am gonna go talk to him.
I walked up to Billy and tapped his shoulder,"Uh, Billy?"They both turned.
"Oh, hwy David...How are you feeling?"
"Ok i guess, Ignoring the thousand medications Im on...You?"
"Well I'm doing good. Did you hear about me and Pierre?
"Yea, Pat told me."
"He pretty hot eh?" he smirked.
"Yea uh he's..he's...hot."
"Ok well I going to go David."
"No Wait!"
"Yea?"
"I just wanted to say thanks for staying wiht me when I was in the hospital" turning to Pierre,"and you got yourself a smart, hot, and definately caring boyfriend."
"Yea well yuo dont seem to bad yourself." Pierre grinned.
"Well Your Welcome. I couldn't leave you...I mean it was my fault you were there."Billy said.
"No, Don't blame yourself."I starting crying.Billy came over and out his arm around me and waled me to an empty table wiht Pierre following.
"Don't blame yourself. I did it to myself."I said still crying.
"But you did it because of me.He pulled me closer my head now resting on his chest.
"Guys can you please fill me in?"Pierre begged.
"Go ahead."I whispered to Billy.
"Okay about a week ago I broke p with David after about a two and a hlaf year relationship."Billy explained
"Wow..."Pierre said.
"Then he tried to Kill himself, That's why he wasn't here last week. But I was with him every night."
"Oh, well I will go ad let you guys talk."Pierre said while walking away.
"Thanks" Billy whispered to him, "David, whats wrong? I knwo this is more than me blaming myslef for this...I knw you btter than that hun."
"I miss you"I said while finally looking up from the now wet spot on his shirt.
"I miss you too, But I'm with Pierre now."
"I know...I love you so much." I sat up and broke away from him.
"I love you too!"my eyes stung.Just hearing that hurt.
"Billy why are you doing this to me?!"