Abandonment

[davidlnoble]

I am putting this on here because I'm ready to write it, I want to store it, and I'm not opposed to sharing it. This is where I write. This is not a piece full of happy happy joy joy, so please skip it unless you want to dive into a big ball of emotional processing. I have no expectations that anyone but myself will read this, that's not why it'

Comments

[rekre8]

Knowing the you that you are today, I'm having a hard time with someone calling you a bully and anyone believing it.

Hugs.

[davidlnoble]

Yes. There are two things that come to mind when I read your words

[anonymous]

Thanks for the read

[davidlnoble]

Thank you for sharing your words, R.

I value you very much, and admire the hell out of you for the very things that you mention (as well as others). It can be difficult to be so close to you, see your effectiveness at so many things that I lack skills with, but when I step back from the emotional discomfort that engenders, I realize that is actually the sound of opportunity knocking.

I have a chance to observe you, to see what that looks like, to watch it in action, and thus, to learn and grow beyond what I am right now. Yes, that's right, I'm looking at you as a role model. I really value you.

Thank you for sharing your home with me.