heyy everybody....damn. tough time right now. honestly I don't know what I’m doing anymore. my life is ing bipolar or something. one moment it likes me and everything’s at peace and the next it's like everything that could possibly go wrong does. it's like I'm doomed to live this life, where I’ll just be that ed up kid who can't make ( Read more... )

Meep! I'm almost finished with my third chapter to my fan fiction, but I'm kinda wondering if I should even bother with posting it anymore...so umm it’s up for you guys to decide. Oh! And I've been working on lyrics for my band and I want to know what ya'all thought of it. Yea and my boyfriend and me have worked things out! *giggle* that makes ( Read more... )

God, my boyfriends a dick! How is that my parents and boyfriend, the two groups that are suppose to be there for me when I'm down and could really use some support and help at such a drastic time…and neither are there for me. I mean my parents I can understand…they’ve been like that, but my boyfriend I thought he cared about me…I really did. But ( Read more... )

Wow this month has been...interesting. I've been in this current situation, where i become depressed and stay that way for a long time, and so many things have happened in the last month it's hard not to be in a depressed mood and on top of that I have been having doubts about mine and my boyfriends relationship and I was so depressed and confused ( Read more... )

Wow, okay so this weekend me and my boyfriend got into this argument. In my mind it was so stupid for him to be disappointed in me. I was so mad at him because he seemed like such a hypocrite in this situation. So all day he gave me the cold shoulder, which i believed he was handling the situation so stupidly! god! Anyways later that night I told ( Read more... )

God! I cannot wait till break. Fucking aye! School is stressing the fuck outta me! I'm trying so hard to pull up my grades, but I just can't do it! And I've been trying my hardest too. I wish my boyfriend was here ::tear:: instead of being at his friend’s grandma’s house. I'm soo tired too, but i have freakin two weeks of math homework to do and a ( Read more... )

Well so I haven’t posted in awhile. Been kinda busy lately. Okay so here’s what’s up. My last boyfriend and me broke up, you know the one I always missed, always talked about yadda yadda yadda, well ya so that relationships down the sewer. I then met a new guy who is now my new boyfriend, we too had broke up two weeks ago but got back together a ( Read more... )

Omg...i miss my boyfriend. I went to the movies with my friend Sammy, and my sister with her boyfriend. It was sad cause my boyfriend wasn't there. Ahh sorry enough complaining. Anyways...after the movie we all sat on the ground and my sister and her boyfriend and my friend Sammy kept saying how emo i looked. lol which i feel is opposite of me, but ( Read more... )

It sucks...my boyfriend went on a trip with his family this weekend and left during school on Friday to go. So I don't get to see him at all this entire weekend. I know a weekend without him isn’t that long but it seems long to me. ::sigh:: oh well...anyways im going to the movies today with my sister, her boyfriend and my friend Sammy (she's so ( Read more... )

Heyy everybody! Sorry I haven’t been on in awhile! lol. I'm kind of bummed I couldn't hangout with my boyfriend after school today, my rents wouldn’t pick me up after school anymore. Ugh…it sucks. And my Life Skills class is being gay, my teacher thinks I don’t pay attention…she says I talk too much or something. I dunno. And my dads all concerned ( Read more... )