Lunch Time!!!
i dreamt about him again last night. i dont know where to go with this. the dream felt like it was real. i just want it to be real. i want him, i love him, i always have and i probably always will. i woke up depressed as shit just like i always do when i find out it was just a dream. i hate it. i want to leave and find some happiness somewhere.
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Why did you marry him?
Being like you were in high school is what made you happy. Even after high school you were like that, you were responsible then as well. You were wild and crazy I'll give you that, but your not being pushished. Maybe you thought you should be reserved and whatnot for your kids, but maybe thats just not how you are inside, and you are realizing that now. Dont hold back if your unhappy. You've been that way too long.
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