Argh! what is wrong with me today!

[davy_fork]

Today is not a good day for me, i seem to be having random crying fits, i have no motivation to do anything, i wanna quit my job, i wanna quit my nvq(which if i dont do the coursework for tonight ill fail anyway) i dont wanna do anything. im not going to work tommorow and they can fire me for all i care. Im not unhappy, my life is pretty good and

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[ne0n__bunny]

I totally get you. I got like that on monday hence why i didnt go in.. and i think ull find it is drug related.... try to do ur coursework.... cuz even if u still dont want to do it...ull still have the option..whilst if u dont u wont have the choice to drop out ull be kicked out....

x

[davy_fork]

yeah i think your right. its not good though, on the nvq front though, i have an inability to do things like coursework, i just cant slow my mind down enough to do it, hence not going to college, plus i have to hand it in tommorow and every time i try to do it i cant! ah well its a pretty pointless nvq anyway that work gave me.

thanks
xx

[ne0n__bunny]

I reckon you should give it a shot instead of sitting on myspace on lj :P but end of the day its ur choice, maybe break it up by doing things u like per half hour or per paragraph of work? u can do it, u just have to believe u can (CHEESY I KNOW :P BUt hey it works )

And ive been crying since sunday when i left fayes over some stupid things which i really shouldnt of let get to me. i cut drugs out for 2 months and i did them on sat and then i suddenyl have a break down again?! Goes to show they do affect me, so im having another break.

x

[davy_fork]

yeah very true, i dunno drugs dont usually affect me like this, might just be having a really good weekend with people then coming back to an empty house thats doing it, or i dunno. only time will tell.

[iridescent_bean]

*cuddles and kisses

[davy_fork]

thankyou sweetie *hugs* i think i will quit my nvq, its pretty pointless and ill never get the work done by tommorow, i also dont seem to have word on my pc and cant find the disc! so not much of a choice really!

im sure ill feel better soon, im not actually upset about anything, maybe im just lonely today. ill get over it

[iridescent_bean]

=(

Wish I could give you real cuddles and stuffs.

[davy_fork]

me too, i miss you