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[davyboy]

Funny how you can be around a lot of people and yet feel so alone

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[kayta_mae]

A kid or not, I still love you Davey-baby! And so does God :)
As for the lonely problem, it's not just you. From my psych standpoint, I'd say that part of it is just the weather...no kidding. Seasonal depression because things are just different in the winter. When other things happen, it's a lot easier to start feeling down, and to keep feeling that way. So it's not all your fault. Ultimately though, you are the one that controls what you feel and you are the only one that will allow it to change. So go find someone or something that you know will make you smile because I love you and want you to be happy!!
Hope things get better and I'll pray for you.
Love,
Leeta

[davyboy]

Thanks.

So you're saying I can blame it all on the weather? Okay, I'll blame just part of it on the weather.

But yeah, most of it is in my control and is my doing. I just keep pushing people away. I won't let them in and I won't let them closer than an arm's length. Alright psych major, any ideas why I do that? Maybe I need you to do a whole analysis of me. Maybe that'll answer some questions. :-P I'm way too complicated. haha

Thanks for the advice though. I sat on it and thought about it for a while and you're right, I am the only one that will allow it to change. I love you.

Dave

[jarikoy]

Sometimes, I feel safer when I push people away, but then the time comes when I realize I just can't do it on my own. It's like God pushes me over a cliff and forces me to realize I won't be able to catch myself....I'll keep praying for you! Just remember, I'll always love, and when all else fails, just tell yourself "it'll be ok".