sooo tired - stressed

[dawghse]

Just woke up, it's like... noon. Did NOT get a good nights sleep last night. Dunno why, just restless. Okay, stressed as well. Here I am without a job, starting at school, sold my house, living in a studio apt, waaaaaaay out on the edge this time. This is so totaly last ditch. I'm gonna be 40. Looking to start a career in a feild that

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[_hope_leaves_]

Paulie your one of the bravest souls I know. How many people do you know that even if they have the means and/or ability really can say they followed their dream? Whatever happens you will be able to say you tried. Personally, I think you'll do well. You have talent. Yes, the business is treacherous to say the least - but you have amazing drive and you are 100000% committed to your music. So you dont know too many people yet (except Betty of course!) but hell, you JUST got there. You'll probably make a ton of friends once school starts, meet a beautiful girl who doesnt care if you spend more money on your music then her...

Anyway - keep looking forward and relish every experience you have out there. It'll go by sooner than you know it. And you know I'm always a phone call/text message away if you suddenly find yourself bored to tears until classes start. After that, I have a feeling things will pick up for you and you wont even have time to think.

[dawghse]

awwwww... much love girl!! thanx. sorry i haven't been around today, was out and about... getting cabin fever here I guess.. LOL! So you like the cd? lol!

[_hope_leaves_]

That's OK. You certainly dont have to apologize to me for not being around!!

Do I like the CD? Hmm...let's see....I'd say that's just a bit of an understatement. Of course Switchback is still the one that does it for me - but I do like all of it. I read somewhere that he took a few YEARS to finish Switchback. Until it met his standards. Thank god for perfectionism because it's a brilliant song. Aside from the fact that i HATE not knowing the words at the end when he does that 'thing' he does. That bothers me. It's the little things.

[chadwina]

i concurr w/ deb....
i don't know many ppl that actually STEP OUT on their dreams...I commend you for that!!!!!!!! It takes courage!
i think the hardest part is the INITIAL phase...but once you get plugging...and really IN the element...the fears start to diminish! *smile*

GO FOR IT PAUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHOO HOO!

[dawghse]

hey thanx Jen! I've just been stressing. it's inevitable. i'm sure it'll all work out in the end. I am a great magician... your clothes are black!!