I can't do this.

I can't take having a mother that hates me and a father that molests me.
I can't.

i can't takke it.

I told you, I told you I would die before I went to Ohio
I told you

And I will

40 or so tylenols, 4 hits of yellow double stacked bars, and a bottle of mad dog later, I will be gone.

So it's official.

My mom is finally sick of me.
I mentioned this before previously..

I WIN: as soon as I'm informed that I've gotten a full scholarship through bright futures, and get that glorious acceptance letter from FSU.
I LOSE: if my mom finally gets "fed up" with me before that happens. It's more likely that I'll get sick of her shit first ( Read more... )

This is me, feeling stressed out, and pissed, and hurt.

I mean, my body hurts.
My back, neck, legs, vagina.. you name it, I'm in fucking pain.

And I'm tired.
Of being like me.

I'M DANCING SENSELESS IN MY LIVING ROOM

Is tonight such a good idea? I may cry. hahah. No, I won't.
Maybe I should get stoned or something first, I'm sure I wouldn't mind much then.

Hahahahahah...
Oh wow.

NOW YOU WISH TO BE FORGOTTEN
AND I'LL GIVE THAT TO YOU
BUT PLEASE TELL ME THE TRUTH
DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THROWING AWAY?

I'm so emo, it's crazy.

Today was laid back. I slept, and ate, and read Harry Potter.. made a Jack's Broken Heart CD.
Argued with RenI guess if I ever wanted to date him again I would have to stop being so idiotic, but I don' ( Read more... )

Sweet holy jesus.

Last night was the effing hotness.
I have never had so much fun in my life, I love everyone. :D

I was definitely drunk, and I definitely went a little crazier than I usually do when I'm drunk...

ALL DRUNKENESS SHOULD BE BASED ON LAST NIGHT.
'Cept for Matt. I love Matt with all my heart, he makes me cream.

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BUT YOU LOOK PRETTY.. YOU LOOK PRETTY SMASHED.

I don't want to feel this overwhelming hostility.

End.

I BOUGHT YOU A BANANA SPLIT LAST NIGHT.
:D

*dances*
I'm in such a good effing mood, guys. :)

I'm at Chet's apartment at the Waverly ( Read more... )