Y HALLO THARRRRRR dear journal (and it's community)...
...after nearly two months. >_>

Yadda Yadda Yadda.
Intro.
Yadda.
How have I been?
Some things have changed, some remain the same. My life and news in neat chapters.
As follows:

~Work.
Most up-to-date and most recent, actual status and news about me is... this. Working. Part-time. At the same place as ( Read more... )

They have gone on Monday ( Read more... )

Quick update:

~ I graduated (BIG DUHHH).

~ I broke up with Rikaja.
 No I wasn't happy with her. There's a whole entry written on why. Simply put - there's no spark, there's no love, say bye bye.

~ I am neck-deep in a shitload of work -__-
 Yearbook organising is a pain in the ass. But someone has to do it... Yeah and SOMEONE was stupid enough. Because ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I updated, so here goes nothing I guess.
But no, I won't start with no idea what to write about, however it's too late for that I guess and you already got the wrong idea.

The thing is, my mood strongly influences what I do and in this very moment my mood is...
...non-existant?
Not happy, nor sad, nor nervous, nor anxious, nor ( Read more... )

There's a reason why I made this entry 'friends-only'.
Because I need to get this out
Because I need opinions
Because I know that the people having an lj account and my friendship however don't have the abbility to interfere with the situation IRL.
Sorry if you feel used now, but this actually a privilege. In my sick and twisted way.

...I'm ( Read more... )

There is no real freedom.

I don't strive any longer for something I cannot have
I'm not in love
But I miss the feeling?

Or the feeling of being loved back?

I don't know.
I knew that at one point
I'd give you anything
but you always took my sanity

( Read more... )

Currently I’m in our living room, the balcony door is open and I’m comfortably spread in the sunlight that pours inside in one radiant rectangular strip. Yes, having Agatha (my dear laptop) can be pleasant. She’s roasting a bit from where the sun shines on her, but I guess she’ll be fine. As I’m now. Btw the fact contributing to my ‘fine’ state of ( Read more... )

How can 3 people fuck with a person's brain so much?
Braineaters.
On my mind constantly.
Curses.