Made me learn a little bit faster/Made my skin a little bit thicker

Dec 29, 2005 15:10

May 26th,

I’ve been put back on patrol. Only not with Jordan. With Marco. But I won’t have to deal with him any more. He made his mistake. I tried to warn him the rocks were slippery. He didn’t listen to me. I was in front of him. I didn’t even have a chance to try and save him. One minute he was there on the cliff behind me, the next I heard his screams as he fell down. They can’t prove one god damned thing. But at least they are avenged from his acts. I only wish I could have tortured him as much as he tortured us....

May 30th,

Head Master John came to my dorm last night. It was a dream, I think. I don’t know. I was just lying in my bed, I looked up, and there he was. Standing over me, naked, and aroused. And I couldn’t do anything as he pulled the blanket from my body. The summer heat had me sleeping in nothing but my panties. I just stayed still, I couldn’t move, no matter how hard I tried. He looked at me for a few more minutes, then pulled my panties off as well. He pushed my legs apart and got between them. He looked at me some more before grabbing my breasts roughly in his hands. He squeezed them painfully and all I could do was cry out. My arms wouldn’t listen to me, my legs wouldn’t. I was frozen, except for my voice. I think he wanted to hear my cries because he just kept hurting me. Squeezing and pinching. But I didn’t. I bit my tongue against my outbursts. He seemed to get angry with this and just thrust into me, hard. I couldn’t help the gasp that came as he ripped into me. I felt my blood mixing to lubricate me so his thrusts hurt less. But he didn’t let up on my nipples. Since I wasn’t screaming he kept twisting them in his fingers. It felt like he was trying to tear them off. I closed my eyes against the pain, and then there was none. I opened my eyes to an empty room. I pulled the blanket off and my panties were still on. I reached down and touched myself. No blood. My nipples were sore, but there was no bruising. I stayed awake the rest of the night.

June 3rd,

It’s the morning. No one’s here. Everything is still here. It looks like everyone just got up and walked away. There’s a trail, it’s so obvious. I’m going to follow it. I need to find Jordan. I need to know if he’s apart of this or if something else has him. I went to Head Master John’s room. My picture was next to Jordan’s. And there was blood on both. And some strange designs. I think he’s found out who the father is. And I think something bad is going to happen to him. I’m going to follow the trail. I found some guns in the armory. Hopefully what I’m going against can be killed this way. Otherwise I’m as good as dead...

June 4th,

Oh dear. It looks like she failed to see my hint. And I was so happy with her strength. I thought she was worthy. But she had one weakness. Love. She was going to be my apprentice, my next in line. But instead she will be my next sacrifice. Her and that stupid boy she thought was worthy of her love. They will die together. I hope she likes my thoughtfulness. I tr....

It seems he didn’t realize, I’m stronger then I look....

Makes me that much smarter/So thanks for making me a fighter
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