its been a while.

its been a long time since i've updated. not really. it just feels like it ( Read more... )

this weekend was vase and it was amazing and fun. both my pictures got 4s i believe. becasue i think the only ones on the display table were fours? and i right? whateverrrrrr ( Read more... )

today i bought an ipod thing so i can listen to it in the car.

infelix sum ( Read more... )

my kitten is playing with a c-tip that has blood that came from inside my ear on it. sick. she doesnt care though. because she doesnt know that. io, that was her...the io, she pounced on the keyboard. WHO KNEW A Q-TIP WAS SO MUCH FUN.

yesterday in the library megan told me she knows danny. and i keep turning the thought around in my head that if i wanted to see him again, to give him another chance, all i would have to do is pick up my cell phone and call her. i cant believe i'm even thinking this. after that huge deal i made about him being a lair, which he still is. and after ( Read more... )

nathan and i are not back together for those inquiring minds. we're still on a break. even though it looks like we're not. its kind of like we're together but we're not...like we're on a break but he still puts his arm around me in the halls and what not ( Read more... )

tihs is the worst i've felt since...who knows. its for the best i suppose. i just want to talk to him right now. he's out with his friends though and its problably better that i dont. i guess. jana and jamie are over though so i'm going to pretend like everything is fine again. and we're going to go to payless and have fun.

nathan and i are officially on a break. and this time its not going to be called off in a few hours......

i've been expecting it for a long time and we've been talking about it for a long time but i didnt think it would feel this bad.