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Crap.
I had sex that day. On the 14th. On the floor of the forest with a stranger.
I've been thinking about it I guess, it's not that I regret it. Just I wonder what it might have been like if it were with someone I was more...familiar with. It was strange that I didn't know the person that first kissed me. First time I was touched like that. First time someone was...uh...in me? It actually hurt quite a bit but I don't think my mind was really working properly. And after a while I didn't care much. It was a bit frighting to be so vulnerable to someone I'd just met...
If it was someone else who kissed me, someone else who yanked my clothing off with such urgency, someone else that I...tasted. I wonder what it would have felt like.
I had sex that day. On the 14th. On the floor of the forest with a stranger.
I've been thinking about it I guess, it's not that I regret it. Just I wonder what it might have been like if it were with someone I was more...familiar with. It was strange that I didn't know the person that first kissed me. First time I was touched like that. First time someone was...uh...in me? It actually hurt quite a bit but I don't think my mind was really working properly. And after a while I didn't care much. It was a bit frighting to be so vulnerable to someone I'd just met...
If it was someone else who kissed me, someone else who yanked my clothing off with such urgency, someone else that I...tasted. I wonder what it would have felt like.