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There are 20 men and 5 women outside of the library talking about the inhumanity of abortion with huge blown up pics of a dead, bloody fetuses.. THere are other men arguing about this with them, they are all bw 20-25. I wish i could go up there and argue about this, its my responsibility. But it feels like it will go nowhere except for more anger ( Read more... )

I met this man this weekend, who shifted my life a bit. I think he has amazing gifts of seeing through people and for some reason i was at the right place at the right time to have met him. He is a Tibetan Monk, teacher, body worker, yoga teacher, and much much more. We talked about my period blood being absolutely insane. he actually broght it up ( Read more... )

I came to the point with Andy and the past that something needed to change but i really did not know what. It was sick what it was doing to me. I had strange death and rescue dreams about him and James every other night. Andy's head is on fire and i am running after him to save him or rescuing James from exploding warehouses in COmpton. It is and ( Read more... )

Sometimes when you tell people the truth, they back off but you don't want them too, you just wanted them to know that certain actions of theirs affect you. But people run into their shell and put on protection layers, then they come out again yet all wrapped up. I know i hold a some grudges without even knowing them. They are nothing but toxins, ( Read more... )

i have a really sexist math professor. My favorite got fired and this one took his place. He relates math problems to sexist shows, victoria secret, stupid teenage boy fantasies. I leave the class in such a bad mood everyday. But only one week and a half left.THe weird thing is that no one has a big problem with this, even though they agree its ( Read more... )

One of the hardest and unbelievable years that i have ever experienced. I am scared to think about everything that happened, its overwhelming and devastating. I don't like that term happy new year, it is way over rated. Why can it be--Stable new year.. Isn't that more practical because it can encompass happiness, sadness, trauma and ecstacy? When ( Read more... )

my brother Alex has always been a mystery to me. He exercizes 3 hrs a day and is build out of a rock, physically and emotionally. Its hard to relate to him at times bc he is so focused and always has been since he could display his personality. The typical SCORPIO. The most confusing and difficult sign of the zodiac. I am sure everyone has stories ( Read more... )

"Never contradict a male's masculinity, if you do, they will leave you". Is what my mother has taught me from early age. When I called and cried about my break-ups in college this lecture would come up, especially when I was confused and wanted to make a call to clarify my information. Men might not tell you that they have problems with your weight ( Read more... )

It feels like an end of some chapter for me. end of the year always feels intense and everything happens all at once. I have two more hrs to finish my bell hooks paper for extra credit , its going smoothly.more smoothly than bush for sure. This is writing about something meaningful and inspiring, but the latter was hurting much heart and my head ( Read more... )