And i am flawed but i am cleaning up so well i am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself slight hope it dangles on a string like slow spinning redemption ( Read more... )

dont assume its directed towards you, and dont assume its not directed towards you ( Read more... )

i had the best talk with kelly tonight. jeez. bf for a reason. i cant wait until we go to college together. i hope we share a dorm. my ears are STILL RINGING (and they sound like the cricket noise that keri was talking about :)) i have to makeup a test in english that i missed...that blows goats for quarters. wow, that was joe cartia style. old ( Read more... )

iluvbobsaget3: did you rip blairs eye out ( Read more... )

i went to the korn concert tonight. im still in shock over how amazing it was. aww, pure bliss ( Read more... )

i just got done seeing team america. :) it was a great movie. i am pleased with how my week is going so far.
hopefully my mood stays like this. i have alot to look forward to. <3 ( Read more... )

today was okay. im okay. life is okay. nothing horrible happened and i guess i was just looking at it the wrong way. being deserted works out if it forces you to realize who you are and why you care for that person. and i know now. i think im fixed, and i can honestly say that he didnt help fix me, i did it on my own. now THAT is an accomplishment ( Read more... )

Because i cant put my thoughts into words without sounding completly crazy anymore this is what im feeling, thanks to aqeel. (with a few words changed ( Read more... )

N(b)OT(r)HI(i)NG(g) GE(t)TS CR(e)OSS(y)E(e)D OU(s)T.The future has got me worried, such awful thoughts ( Read more... )

should a person have the right to wake up and realize you arent worth their time? should a person have the right to take the relationship that you have been building on for years and years and ponder if it is important at all? why didnt i have a say in this? why do people see me as worthless?