Comments | dawningmaenad: when the last shall be first and the first shall be last

dawningmaenad

when the last shall be first and the first shall be last

Oct 08, 2003 21:59

so everything is going pretty good for me... school is good, blake is better. The future still tends to scare me, but the day it stops doing that I'm prolly dead.

ugh- I guess the real reason I wrote is:

So shawn, smoke any bad bud lately?

ps, aron- pls feel better man, so much doom.

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dark_messiah October 9 2003, 12:37:46 UTC

eh?

dawningmaenad October 9 2003, 16:45:20 UTC

what about that did you not understand??

Watch out for the blargh blargh's!!! mac13 October 14 2003, 22:26:38 UTC

is there such thing as bad bud?
I'm trying to feel better, Jade...
Hey you should come see me at the Attic of Terror 3
Or atleast see me in person, we live like 15 miles apart and it seems like you guys are on the other side of the country

Re: Watch out for the blargh blargh's!!! dawningmaenad October 16 2003, 11:45:00 UTC

I know what you mean, and i'm sory I haven't made a better effort. Yeah, Blake and I will try to come to the attic- do you work every night it's open?

mac13 November 2 2003, 21:36:51 UTC

I was the guy in the table the night you guys came...
hi blake - hi jade!

dawningmaenad November 3 2003, 16:42:42 UTC

were you really?? I had no clue! Blake and I had a fucking awsome time. The attic was grrrreat.
so what are you doing now?

don't you oppress me! mac13 November 4 2003, 23:54:10 UTC

working for the man

dark_messiah November 5 2003, 09:43:02 UTC

I've been clean since Gold Rush...if you care. I told my mother and Kathryn about what I did. Things are going quite well for me now, actually. Work is fantastic. I just got all my paperwork turned in to NGC. I pretty much spend my time now working and being with Kathryn. I wanted to tell you all this when I saw you at the college the other day, but the look you gave me when you turned around hit me right smack dab in the emotions. That thousand pound glance just kind of took the words out of my mouth, spun them around, and mocked me with them. But anyway.
Reply if you will. Judge me if you must. Believe me if you can. If not, then that's the way it has to be, I guess. If you actually take what I've said to heart, thank you. If you don't give a flying fuck...I'm sorry for wasting your time with my desperate attempt to make peace.
With a faint glimmer of hope shining through and a small fire of love yearning to be stoked once more,
~Shawn