i'm so sick of people saying they are going to "hook me up with somone" because, it never happens!

so any of you, if you really have no intentions of doing so, dont tell me you will.

in other news, i'm fucking bored.

Autumn is quickly approaching....

and im kind of afraid.

something horrible always goes wrong in my life in the months from late september to december, and usually lingers over my head deep into winter.

I do like the weather however. Although i would also love to have somone to share it with.

I have a car :p

so for those of you that are either A: completely ignorant/in the dark, or B: we dont talk much anymore, I am in a new band, "Aesthetic ( Read more... )

Our drummer is back.

kickass.

yeah, today wasnt to great either, turns out, no band practice, because our drummer fucking quit.

we have another option for a drummer however, a friend of mike's, but he is a total asshole. dunno if i can work with him..

fuck me.

Fuck today.

If i didn't have band practice tomorrow, i don't think i would wake up.

I'm finally sick of being single. I enjoyed it while it lasted for the most part, but now i really feel like something's missing. cant. fucking. stand it.

At least i'll being playing shows with aesthetic soon. Got 3 songs down.

I'm am so fucking strange, i dont understand myself i swear ( Read more... )

wow, the last several days have been soooo crazy, and i think out of 5 days, i have had less than 20 hours of sleep. but its okay, because its been fun haha. I need to have way more days like these. minus the hangovers...lol, excuse me, hangover. just one. haha.