i wish i knew what the fuck was going on.
i haven't been sober in weeks.
this is probably a problem.

i'm behind, i'm ahead, but overall i'm pretty damn lost.

i just realized today/tonight was the first real fight i ever had with this one person.
you walked out of my house and i just let you walk away because i'm stubborn
then you told me you were sorry and that you didn't know what you were thinking....well obviously.

this was a pretty good break minus people flaking out and the fact that i have done absolutely none of my homework ( Read more... )

so its currently 1:09 am and im sitting here awake, lovely.
offffff course, it's a sunday so theres nothing to do anyways
i keep hearing people outside my window
jenny dissappeared, so did alot of other people
i'm listening to old matchbox twenty songs

so i'm thinking everything'd going to be alright sooner or later

....sooner or later

I'm entirely too far ahead of myself.
So far ahead, that I feel like I'm drowning in failure when
in actuality I haven't even touched the damn water.

BREEEEEEEEEEEEATHEEEEEEEEE, remember to breathe.

this summer ( Read more... )

wow, you're a fucking asshole.

the past 2 nights have been funnnnn
ive slept 3 hours tops I AM DELIRIOUS.
it's sort of funny.

on top of that.
i don't know about alotof things anymmore. i really dont.

i really actually dont know what im talking about.

goodnight

dear summer,
please enlighten me with things to do and such.
preferably fun and memorable, with company i enjoy.

key word: please

be strong