I don't know why it is so hard for me to write when I am happy or contented, it just is. Especially now that I seem to have everything I want in life. I have a man. I have good friends. I not only have a future that is within my reach but also the motivation to grasp it ( Read more... )

Once again its Christmas... and I feel like shit. I am lost and scared and I don't want to spend it with the people I am going to have to ( Read more... )

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now ( Read more... )

I am scared. every moment of every day. What am I afraid of? Well, that is simple ( Read more... )

You know how sometimes when one person hates you it feels as if every one else does too ( Read more... )

To write love on her arms ( Read more... )

Doug
Ring
Prime rib
Cherry limeade
Warmer coat
(new) Cop costume
Work ethic
Black skinny jeans
Black long-johns
Mango Smoothie
Money

No. I am not going to write a whole journal entry about how much I miss my man ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FdCy3XzlrnQ

I'm still not going to write it but I had a dream that concerned it last night... well, about five minutes ago actually. Thats why I'm not asleep right now. I think I woke myself up. I wasn't startled awake, I just woke up. I am dead tired still so I'm going to hurry up and type this out before I go back to sleep and forget what little I gave left ( Read more... )