You are the biggest fucking loser ever. You are pathetic. Maybe you should stop feeling bad for yourself long enough to pull your head out of your ass and look around you. There is nobody, is there? Nobody cares about your sad, sad life, and nobody cares about your evil father and your lack of friends. Furthermore, there is absolutely no need to advertise your problems via internet. It is just a pathetic cry for attention. If you want attention, ask for it. That would be atleast somewhat admirable. Get a fucking life.