...it's an obsession.

I didn't go to work today. I just didn't want to deal with the world today. I know I'm supposed to care that 20feet of pipe didn't get hung because I didn't go, but I don't. How the fuck can I really care when the world is being ripped apart? mountains of garbage and toxic oceans. I don't want to pretend that I care by driving my car to take back ( Read more... )

No matter where you're looking, no matter how fast you spin around, you're always missing something.

It's not so much about not understanding what a person feels as it is about not understanding how they express it.

"I've nothing left to say, and you've already gone."

I grow weary of this dance
of knife in chest
then roles reverse
it seemed so pretty in my mind
but realities scars are sobering.
If I may be so bold my bloody Mistress
would you care to try some other dance?

no matter where you go or who you meet you are always going to find you.we are all a part of everything.

I suspect that the longer and harder you fight for something/one, the more difficult it becomes to walk away.

cayla told me that if I died she would weep.

You may not be able to base the future on past events, but sometimes they're quite helpful in figuring out how to deal with current events.sometimes.

today I was alone. I went back inside, into my comfortable little corner where I've spent countless hours with my introspective self. time to hibernate, and think. sort through all these things that I've seen and done.

I feel it in the air all around me... there is an energy there... I don't yet know its source... its something... like a surge of adrenaline its just there. I'm glad I have someone here that feels it too... someone to explore it with. It feels massive... perhaps like I am looking at it, though due to its size I cannot tell, like looking at an ( Read more... )

today i died. but lucky for me a patch was released just in time, ... so this is me "upgraded" and new... things pretty much run the same, most of you wont even notice a change in gameplay... though i suspect at least one or two of you that enjoy me on a more personal level might... i hope you still find me enjoyable, and that the new features aren ( Read more... )