[One-shot] Resist the sequel, You're still the one.
Author: dayenniez
Title: Resist the sequel, you’re still the one.
Pairing: RyoDa, PiKame
Rating: PG.
Genre: Romance, angst, comedy.
Chapter: One-shot
Summary: There’s a misunderstanding. Can Ryo get his hime’s trust again?
Disclaimer: Nothing for real.
Beta by: kougazgurl Thanks dear, you're very fast!
Don’t you miss me?!?
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I do...
My dear baby,
Forgive me for writing again. It has been a long time since I deleted my last blog. And from the hell night, I never wrote anything regarding our relationship. I think there were so many sacrifices I had done. For you… and just for you. But still you could not see it.
From the moment you saw her, from the second you told me about her... I knew that you still loving her. Or maybe you had never loved me before… Is that true? Somehow I knew that the love had just died. The love that we used to shared.
Time goes by, but still I’m standing right here, beside you. Why can’t I just leave you behind, like what you always did to me lately? Why am I still here?
Maybe I’m just a stupid person. Yes, stupid because I’m still begging for your love...
Baby, if we could return the time, would you look for me? Or would you still chase after her? But for me... I never regret our meeting; I still want to meet you... In the past and in the future for sure.
Ryo... I love you; it’s all I wanted to say even though those words reached your ears for everyday and for your every night. Still I wanted to let you know, I love you babe. Maybe she can’t love you like I do.
All I wished for is your happiness. I am the one who’s been blinded by love. My love for you seems like eternity Ryo... and I ever promised it.
Ryo, I’m sorry for the other fight we had last night, sorry for the trouble that seems to never end. What would you expect me to do dear? So much pain to hide, so many tears I’ve shed. But still you never knew how much it caused. Baby... maybe this is the best time for us... to say our goodbye??
I’ve been hanging on this way for too long, I think this is the best time for me to set it free... set you free. Ryo... I’ll never regret this. Being with you was the most beautiful thing that I have ever had... and I will wrap everything in my heart.
You’re still the one that I love...
Forever.
Tatsuya.
*****
He entered the room with the unconscious feeling. Eyeing one by one, all the face that were there, his eyes finally reached the lovely face that he missed so much. The man was standing there in front of the mirror, trying to fix his copper hair that messed up, maybe by their dance practice that was just ended. But his face looked pale, even pathetic. Ryo sighed; he has to end this soon. The others seemed to know what was going on between both of them, so they leaved the room without uttering any words. Jin patted his right shoulder, “take it easy Ryo-chan”.
Ryo moved slowly to the fragile body. When he reached two steps behind him, he stopped there. Their eyes met in the reflection of the mirror. Both faced shows unreadable expression. Mixed feelings overwhelmed them.
“Can you tell me, what is this for?” Ryo asked gentle. His fingers hold a white piece of paper, showed it to the man. No response.
Two minutes had passed, still no answer reached Ryo’s ears.
He had enough of this. He cannot hide his feelings anymore. How the person thought that he had no feelings towards the other just made him mad like a maniac. Frankly, if he had to compare the latter to anything in this world, there’s nothing would be the same as him. He is precious, yet irreplaceable. He stepped closer to that man, the white paper laid down on the floor. Slowly he wrapped his arms around the slender waist, feeling the heat of the other’s body and smelled the fragrance that he adores for the whole of his life, since he known him. There was a tense from the other body at first, but leisurely Ryo feel the man leaned his back on Ryo’s chest, his fingers reached Ryo’s and rested there. They stood like that for few minutes, still in silence, but their eyes met in battle upon the reflection. Did you know how much I love you?
“Tatsuya...” Ryo managed to break the silence. He then broke the eye contact and kissed the beautiful man’s right ear, snuggle tenderly and still from behind. The other should know this, for the nth time, he had fallen for him again.
“Mmm…” Tatsuya answered him, at last.
“Let’s go home, I’ll explain everything, anything you wanted to know.” He said honestly, trying to get the lover’s trust back.
*****
“Jin told me that you have purchased a house last month. At first I thought that house was for me, for us, and I wondered when you wanted to tell me... Since you never told me, I thought it would satisfy me more if I could search for that house by myself…” Tatsuya started to tell Ryo the real story behind why he ended up wrote the heartbreaking letter to Ryo.
They were having their bath together right now. When he decided to follow Ryo heading to their apartment, he successfully calmed himself down. Deep down inside he knew he lost to Ryo, lost from the moment Ryo wrapped him in his warmed embraced, lost when the black shining orbs met with his. Ryo could always know his weakness. He himself is Tatsuya’s weakness and yet also Tatsuya’s strength.
Ryo massaged the fair skin softly; they lay in the tub together with Ryo at the back. Thank god Tatsuya wanted to have this open discussion, and in this intimate position. He knew Tatsuya won’t be mad at him for too long, but that does not indicate that he wanted to take it for granted. He tried to hold the crystal heart carefully, never wanted to break it again. He glad he can still touch the soft skin again, the skin that he caressed for everyday and every night if they could be together. Tatsuya is his world, and he could never imagine a life without him.
Never want to!
“And then I found the house, you were there...” Hurt could be heard there because his heart told him to be honest again. As his face gets lowered, the pure tears dropped down on his pale cheeks, but Ryo could not see it. “With a woman, very beautiful woman.” He bit his lower lip, remembering all the things that happened in front of him. It was just like a film, represented for him.
“Hime... That was not like what you thought. That woman is just a friend of mine…” Ryo interrupted there. He knew Tatsuya just mistaken about that woman.
“A friend? Just a friend Ryo? You think I would easily forget that face? She was your ex-girlfriend Ryo! Your ex! How could you do this to me!?” The sorrow that he wanted to hide suddenly exploded. Tears running heavily through his cheeks drop one by one on the warm water they drench with. His heart broke again when he captured all the words that came from Ryo’s mouth just now. They were all lies!
Tatsuya tried to get away from the strong arms that suddenly hugged him tightly from behind. He managed to do so and quickly get up from the tub, leaving Ryo alone there. He reached the towel and stepped out the bathroom without dried out his body first. And Ryo just could stare at the backside of his beloved princess rushed out from the room. Only a hard sighed could be heard from Ryo.
When Ryo walked into their master bedroom, he saw Tatsuya laid on the bench outside their balcony, gazing at nothing Ryo could see, while wearing only the bathrobe exposed his milky skin on his thigh. Ryo felt his heart beating going faster than ever. Damn Hime! Why are you always looking very sexy in my eyes? He forgets that he has big mission to be completed soon.
Taking the very fast stepped, his arms reached Tatsuya’s wrist and force the pretty boxer to get on his knees all of sudden. Tatsuya blinked innocent. When did Ryo get out from the bath room? Ryo pulled Tatsuya body closer to him and automatically wrapped his arms around Tatsuya’s waist firmly. He then captured the plump lips that were for sure very kissable with his. It was full of passion. Tatsuya tried to resist it at first, pushed hard on Ryo’s well toned chest, but Ryo gripped him more tightly making him fail and started to focus on the wet and sloppy kisses received from Ryo.
“Ryo... mmpph... I’m… still mad… mmpph... at you! Mmpph... God...” Tatsuya wanted to say more, but Ryo made him hard to say it. What was so obvious, he was getting harder on the lower part of his body too? Maybe he was just dreaming when he pulled Ryo’s face, leaned forward to taste the sweet love juice.
“I know...” Ryo replied while his hand busy exploring every inch of Hime’s body, making the other hard to breathe.
Suddenly,
“Ryo-chan! OMG! I’m so scared~” Yamapi shouted from the ground floor. He just walked there returned home from shopping some groceries when his eyes catch his band mate and his so called princess trying to make the porn clip at their balcony. And the truth that Ryo apartment is on the 2nd floor really bothered him. Too bad for Ryo cause their house located in the same building. He murmured something that Ryo could still hear, pointed Ryo to moves inside their room, giving the instruction like he owned the apartment building.
“Shut up Pi! Just admit it, you’re so jealous.” Ryo could not proceed their early actions cause Tatsuya pushed him to stopped. He grabbed Tatsuya waist again and pulled him into a new session of passionate make out, again. Tatsuya blushed madly, of course he know Pi still watched them. Ryo just wanted to ensure that Tatsuya didn’t loose the heat, so he makes a move to their bedroom but never ever wanted to break that kiss.
After all on the ground, Pi sighed loudly. “Whatever Ryo-chan!” Returned home with all the images of Ryo’s and Tatsuya’s make love session floating in his head. Maybe he should tell Kame about this!
*****
After three hours...
Ryo woke up and eying the wall clock. It was almost 1am. Tatsuya was sleeping peacefully in his arm. He blinked seeing the beautiful sight that not everyday he could get to see. Princess… I feel like a better man, because I got you... He kissed the beautiful princess on his cheek, made the man purr in his sleep.
“Ryo…” The awaken Tatsuya suddenly spoke up.
“Princess…” answered by Ryo.
“Explain it now... please…”
Ryo understood what his Hime was pleading for. He caress the white cheek tenderly as he touch a baby skin. The way Tatsuya could compromise with him just make him fall for him again and again. Ryo knew Tatsuya was very sensitive, but he also knew that Tatsuya will always give him a chance to prove him wrong.
“She was not Erika, my ex. I know you just mistaken her. Her name is Dianne (finally I’m here! XD). She’s the interior designer for that house… you got it?” Ryo started to explain the whole things with the lovely tone and it was so clear to be heard by Tatsuya. He reached for Tatsuya’s fingers and caressed those beautiful fingers tenderly, trying to make the other man feeling the loves that he had inside his heart.
“Is that true?? But her face… was exactly same like Erika. You do not cheating me right?” Tatsuya said while eying his boyfriend with the eyes half closed. He still tired from the last activities they had together before they fall asleep. His back arched and not to mention the other sensitive part… but there was so much fun they had, so the pained never bothered him.
“Hime… trust me, I would never cheat on something like this… You are the reason I bought that house, yet the reason I deal with that home interior designer. I don’t even know that the person have the exactly same face of Erika. Believe me Tatsuya; I won’t cheat on you… never!” Ryo’s voice sounds like pleading. Maybe he was. But the reason for it clearly stated there, he wanted Tatsuya to trust him again. It was so painful living with no trust from his lover. And the way Tatsuya reacted that morning left him a very deep wound.
Tatsuya snuggle closer to Ryo’s chest, it was truly warm there. He could feel the Ryo’s heart beating, its sounds peacefully in his ears. He placed a light kissed on Ryo’s chest while Ryo wrapped his arm around Tatsuya’s waist at the same time, making both of them more comfortable to be in each other embrace. It was full of loves.
“Tatsuya…” Ryo voiced out again.
“Baby…” There was an answer.
“Say something please…” Ryo felt scared for a moment. What if Tatsuya refused to put his trust on him again?
Slowly he felt Tatsuya fingers travel to his neck, rubbed the neck slowly. “I trust you baby, I really trust you!” Trailing Ryo’s jaws with that words mixing with the butterfly kisses. Ryo could feel his heart cooled down for a second, but suddenly get heated again by the erotic touch given by Tatsuya. The warmth breath made him shiver.
“Really…??” He still deserved a confirmation even though he could feel there’s a lot of love in Tatsuya’s words which came with the touches.
“Don’t worry Ryo… am I still the one?” That was a question.
“Sure! You’re still the one…” With those words Tatsuya felt he lost in the most passionate kisses created by Ryo.
*****
Meanwhile, in the Yamapi and Kame’s apartment…
Pi squeezed the sexy figure that he holds tightly in his embraced, resulting in movement from Kame.
“Pi darling… what happened?! Why are you still awake?” Kame’s voice sounded worried even he was really sleepy.
“Ne Kazu… Can we make love at our balcony?”
“What?!” Kame just blurted a word that for sure makes him fully awaked now. “When?”
“Now!” Pi just can’t help himself pulling his lover to their balcony. All he had in his mind right now only a repeated actions from Ryo and Tatsuya’s make out session. Make it hard to sleep.
“Ouch!! Pi!!!”
~ The End ~
A/N: I don’t know why I ended up with on-bed-location again. Haha~ this was my first trial writing RyoDa in that very close position, I know I’ve failed.. but still wanted to give a try on this.
To mizzakachan , I’m not writing porn ok?? Hahaha~ syhhh… just shut up! And thanks for the update of ADvsSH…
To raixas , where is the 6th Rings darling?? I just reread the story last night. Hehe.. I’m waiting.. 8D
To all readers who read my fics or only this fic, thank you so much… I really love to read your comments, so plzz.. Leave me some.