we didn't say goodbye.

now i keep you in among the pages of the words i love so much.

so i can stare into those ocean eyes without blushing.

i can swim in you if i want to.

Noch allein

you need to stop asking other people.
and start asking yourself.
yes. i am talking to you.

and,
i love to see recent pictures of the girls who were cute and popular in grade school/jr high.
now they're all wretched-looking, aren't they?
karma.

and,
my classes rule so far.

and,
brick.

i think i just wrote a poem about the war ( Read more... )

one year ago today, they saved my father's life ( Read more... )

allein.

my xmas gift to my parents was me making dinner and eating with them once a week ( Read more... )

for new year's eve i went to tim and erin's with my brother again.

i brought them cucumber sandwiches and a vegan antipasti salad.

midnight hit and nobody cared.

we made fun of trivial pursuit questions.

then we read some of tim's fan mail.

and made fun of that too.

it was awesome.

there is one pill missing from my birth control packet.
it wasn't missing yesterday.

i haven't been outside since saturday.

xmas loot ( Read more... )