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Flicker
I really have nothing to say ( Read more... ) -
Not cut out for this
I'm not cut out for anything ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
FUCK.
That is all.
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Dear Daddy,
I love you ( Read more... ) -
Random Useless Things.
I'm alone again ( Read more... ) -
Worst Weekend
I've done nothing but cry.
It's annoying and I just want it to fucking end.
ALL of it.
Idk if I can make it to Wednesday without visiting my therapist.
I've done some bad things already this weekend.
It's just all this shit in my life, and I don't feel like describing it.
So that's all I'm saying.
No more detail.
It's time to set up the iron wall. -
Sigh
Old fears have come up again ( Read more... ) -
Freak out
(Triggering)
So the first day back at school was shitty...but at least I got to see my new boyfriend <3
I don't know what it is but I just want to cut...i want to.
No matter how happy I can be.
It's scary how much I wanted to cut.
So I did.
But something wasn't right, I wanted a new place, and guess where my hand jerked first?
Nope not my wrists.
My throat ( Read more... ) -
Happy Fucking New Year
God I can tell that this years gonna start off great...sarcasm
I'm already in a big fucking mess and I feel like such a fucking terrible person.
Can't I do anything right...
For the first time my crazy imagination came true but at the worst time!
Ugh why me?
I shouldn't be alone.
But I am
for once I got something I wanted, but...at a possible high cost.
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Boredum
It will surely kill me.
I can't find that fucking razor.
It's ticking me off, I have to find one. .
At least I have time to kill looking for it...
too much time.
Gives me ideas.
Fills my head with my own thoughts.
Nothing to stop it
Not even drawing helped today. @_@
But I worked out a little (felt silly doing it) but I did it, and it wasted some time.
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