I'm seriously so weirded out. It's like.. Everytime I finally think I'm giving up, or nothings EVER gonna happen, he'll give me something to hold onto. And it might not be much.. But it means something. Sometimes I wake up forgetting what I'm holding onto anymore. And that I'm gonna look back on this and have this all just be a huge waste of time. ( Read more... )

Okay so today was good. I was tired n' I saw Sarah Dunne for the first time in a year. It was good I guess. A little strange. She looks different. Shes like tan and has blonde hair now. Idk. I miss Taylor man. I haven't hung out with that cRaZii ItAliAn in a long time. Cracks if your reading this..you REALLY need to call me! BADLY! I got your ( Read more... )