A Giant Entry. (mostly Alex.)
Where I will touch upon a couple of subjects seeing as I haven't written a decent LJ entry for a week or so.
Some will be super long, some will be super short.
Anddd here we go -
I wore a black dress, not a red. I thought I was going to wear a red one but I thought I'd stand out too much and I knew there'd be a pair of eyes there that I didn't really want on me.
I brought a wine for Ma & Pa Bedell, and some christmas gifts for 'Nessa and Mii.
I love my necklace, I love it enough to leave it at Mii's house to keep it safe for me XD :P I'll get it when you come home, I promise.
And my purse, and my deodorant that I left there too hahaha. It's always something I leave at your house.
I was particularly nervous when a certain boy would come around, most likely starting the conversation.
This is where my immaturity comes in because I can never stare people in the face when I know I've hurt them quite a bit without meaning to.
He comes up, interrupting a conversation I was having with Vanessa and suavely mentions that he's over there having a conversation, says I can join at any time and after apologizing for interrupting my own, leaves.
It left a bad taste, I couldn't tell you why. The relationship kind of left a bad taste in my mouth. But I'm not going to get into that.
Otherwise, the party was fantastic, Micky's cake looked and tasted wonderful. I had crab cakes for the first time and they were delicious.
It was a great night and I'm glad I got to see a couple of my friends before I adjourned back to the real world. <3
Christmas was fantastic, thank you very much. I'm not going to make a list of what I got, just ask if you really really want to know.
Thank you so much for those who wished a wonderful holiday and I hope yours was just as great. I really do love this season.
And I look forward to New Years.. which brings me to my next subject...
Yeah those were very small. I should have just mentioned there was one long entry. And it's name is Alex.
I don't even know where to start with this kid.
Our one month's anniversary was pretty memorable to me.. because he made me cry.
But not as you think, kids. It was a good cry.
We hung out all day before, then I went to work and then went back to his house because he had a small surprise for me.
So he picked me up from work and I changed out into my regular clothes and he was sitting out in his living room with a small smile on his face. He told me to look under the christmas tree. And I saw a box, it was a Han Solo & Princess Leia mug under the tree.
If you didn't know, we kind of placed our relationship like theirs because .. that's really how it started out.
Minus the Empire, star ships, lightsabers, the Millenium Falcon and so on.. which is kind of a bummer because that would have been pretty awesome.
And then he told me to look again and I found a bouquet of these beautiful red roses. I was speechless, I honestly .. no words. There was no words of how I felt, what I could say .. except for 'thank you'.
We hung out for a little bit more and then he had to drive me home, and I was super quiet.
He asked what was wrong and I murmered "You got me flowers... real flowers.."
And then I proceeded to tell him about my flower story .. of how I've always wanted to get flowers from a boyfriend and would sometimes hint at it .. but every time I hinted, they'd get me either a chocolate flower or a fake flower .. which I understand, they'll never "die". But .. it wasn't the same, I did not get the genuine feeling.
One time I got flowers, it was from Papa ... and I felt how he felt when he gave them to me - love.
I started to cry and said that I never felt that feeling since, until now.
And he pulled over, and kissed me and said "Well yeah, of course you feel it, because I do love you."
And I knew.. I knew it, I knew it, I knew it. I knew I loved him back. It just took flowers to tell me, ha.
Christmas time, I gave him his gift and him mine .. then he spent most of the night here before having to go home, seeing as he had to work or I had to work .. someone had to work the next day. I think it was me. XD This is a really short part.
Okay now I have to go to get ready for work and such, so I will continue this when I come home. There's still more on that subject.
Some will be super long, some will be super short.
Anddd here we go -
I wore a black dress, not a red. I thought I was going to wear a red one but I thought I'd stand out too much and I knew there'd be a pair of eyes there that I didn't really want on me.
I brought a wine for Ma & Pa Bedell, and some christmas gifts for 'Nessa and Mii.
I love my necklace, I love it enough to leave it at Mii's house to keep it safe for me XD :P I'll get it when you come home, I promise.
And my purse, and my deodorant that I left there too hahaha. It's always something I leave at your house.
I was particularly nervous when a certain boy would come around, most likely starting the conversation.
This is where my immaturity comes in because I can never stare people in the face when I know I've hurt them quite a bit without meaning to.
He comes up, interrupting a conversation I was having with Vanessa and suavely mentions that he's over there having a conversation, says I can join at any time and after apologizing for interrupting my own, leaves.
It left a bad taste, I couldn't tell you why. The relationship kind of left a bad taste in my mouth. But I'm not going to get into that.
Otherwise, the party was fantastic, Micky's cake looked and tasted wonderful. I had crab cakes for the first time and they were delicious.
It was a great night and I'm glad I got to see a couple of my friends before I adjourned back to the real world. <3
Christmas was fantastic, thank you very much. I'm not going to make a list of what I got, just ask if you really really want to know.
Thank you so much for those who wished a wonderful holiday and I hope yours was just as great. I really do love this season.
And I look forward to New Years.. which brings me to my next subject...
Yeah those were very small. I should have just mentioned there was one long entry. And it's name is Alex.
I don't even know where to start with this kid.
Our one month's anniversary was pretty memorable to me.. because he made me cry.
But not as you think, kids. It was a good cry.
We hung out all day before, then I went to work and then went back to his house because he had a small surprise for me.
So he picked me up from work and I changed out into my regular clothes and he was sitting out in his living room with a small smile on his face. He told me to look under the christmas tree. And I saw a box, it was a Han Solo & Princess Leia mug under the tree.
If you didn't know, we kind of placed our relationship like theirs because .. that's really how it started out.
Minus the Empire, star ships, lightsabers, the Millenium Falcon and so on.. which is kind of a bummer because that would have been pretty awesome.
And then he told me to look again and I found a bouquet of these beautiful red roses. I was speechless, I honestly .. no words. There was no words of how I felt, what I could say .. except for 'thank you'.
We hung out for a little bit more and then he had to drive me home, and I was super quiet.
He asked what was wrong and I murmered "You got me flowers... real flowers.."
And then I proceeded to tell him about my flower story .. of how I've always wanted to get flowers from a boyfriend and would sometimes hint at it .. but every time I hinted, they'd get me either a chocolate flower or a fake flower .. which I understand, they'll never "die". But .. it wasn't the same, I did not get the genuine feeling.
One time I got flowers, it was from Papa ... and I felt how he felt when he gave them to me - love.
I started to cry and said that I never felt that feeling since, until now.
And he pulled over, and kissed me and said "Well yeah, of course you feel it, because I do love you."
And I knew.. I knew it, I knew it, I knew it. I knew I loved him back. It just took flowers to tell me, ha.
Christmas time, I gave him his gift and him mine .. then he spent most of the night here before having to go home, seeing as he had to work or I had to work .. someone had to work the next day. I think it was me. XD This is a really short part.
Okay now I have to go to get ready for work and such, so I will continue this when I come home. There's still more on that subject.