Well I have to say this week and last were some good times. I have been to Block Island and to the Rascal Flatts concert. Umm how hot is that.. Now if other things in my life were not so fucked up lol.. I cant wait to be 21.. Things will be hot. I am going to have so much fun this time.. The last few birthday's SUCKED well not all of them just ( Read more... )

This week has to be by far the worst week ever. I dont think I have made one class on time this morning.  Everything sucks pretty much.. I got to get a job and a life like I did befor no more just hanging out after class not much longer left befor I am cut off. I just want life to settle down I want to know what I want and where I am going.. I dont ( Read more... )

The last few weeks I have been going through some weird stuff. I feel like people are fighting for a peice of candy and competeing to see who is best then in the end when the battle is done it wont even matter any more.. I get the same story from all of them.. I just dont know what to believe. I dont know where to stand or lay for that matter.. ( Read more... )

Well yea my fucking family BLOWS!!! So there is a huge party at my house tommorow and the stuff was suppose to be done today but my mom decided to be GAY then my sister said she wont sleep at her b/f so that she could be here in the morning to help me set up... Well guess what I get to do it on my own again.... FUCKING YAY.. What the hell else is ( Read more... )

Why is it that when I guys talk they NEVER say what they really mean? I mean they tell you one thing but they clearly mean something different.. I mean You say ok he said its ok but he really didnt mean it.. 
Or when they tell you that they dont care what you do when then you tell them and they get mad... 
They must think that we are mind readers or ( Read more... )

Welp I have not updated in a while.. I guess I could say that there is not much to update on.. I have been hanging out with my sister jess and picking her kids up for my dads game.. i finally stopped taking people shit.. I am tired of it so I am happy that I dont care if they get mad at me.. they will get over it.. I am sure that is what they say ( Read more... )

I love how people feel the need to talk about me and worry where I am at all times... Its like if they dont know where I am then there is a big problem because I am somewhere I should not be.. Now that I think about it there is no place that I am not suppose to be.. Who cares where I am. I dont need a baby sitter.. I dont need another mom or ( Read more... )

Reality

Death, departure, walk away, walk out
Should I or should I not pout

Family and friends
Lovers and one-night stands

I have loved, lost and lived
How do I trust, how do I love again

I should move on, it's all in my past
But my pain remains, continues and lasts

This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul
Why is this world so cold

How can I have faith in ( Read more... )

Have you ever got to a point in life when you dont know where to go.. Its like everywhere you turn there is just a wall that you cant seem to pass? Have you ever missed someone more then anything but you couldnt bring yourself to call them because you know they are mad at you and you dont want to fight with them you just want to hear their voice ( Read more... )

Why is it that guys feel like they can do things to girls when ever they feel like it.. They think that they can just pick you up and drop you when they want to. I just want them to be in our shoes for one minute and feel what we feel for them so they know. It is a combination of fear and love at the same time.. I mean people want the truth all the ( Read more... )