"...He wished they could of spent the afternoon together. He wanted to hear her concerns and alleviate them; he wanted to hold her and kiss her and convince her that he would find a way to make their relationship work, no matter how hard that might be. He wanted to make her hear his words: that he couldn't imagine a life without her, that his ( Read more... )

I'm just a mess right now. So many thoughts can go running through you head, you feel like you're lost, out of control, alone, but most of all unloved. I know none of these are true, yet I still feel them. I will sit here for hours and cry, shake and just feel beyond myself. I can't explain why it happens, but it does and I hate it. I need someone ( Read more... )

I miss Colette...

It's been a little while, but hey, I've been busy. This past weekend Brent flew in to visit. Dad and I drove to Philly to pick him up on Friday. I got to drive the Santa Fe on the Turnpike, thank you very much :) (Mom doesn't know, haha) Once we got home on Friday he got the lovely pleasure of meeting my Mom's side of the family. Oh the joy...weird ( Read more... )

Well lets just say the past couple of days have not been my best...but lucky for me I have good people at work, my fellow GTPers, Laura and Matt there to cheer me up. I've just been having a rough couple of days, but at least when I'm at work I don't think, at least about anything that doesn't involve work. It does me good to keep myself constantly ( Read more... )

Well...it's been a lil' while. It's so weird, yesterday was my Dad's "anniversary", his 20th anniversary of being paralyzed. I don't know as if that is something you are supposed to celebrate, but we did. He wanted to make sure we all knew that it had been 20 years. Its interesting though, because yes, he's paralyzed but I never once in my life ( Read more... )

Well..it's offical BRENT'S COMING TO VISIT. I seriously think this will be the highlight of my month. I can't believe I will actually be with him for a whole weekend. We're booking the flight tomorrow and then I just have to wait til the 24th when I can see him again. I may try to kidnap him, although I don't think that will go over so well. AHHHHH ( Read more... )

DISAPPOINTED ( Read more... )

I miss Brent... and I hate my STUPID cell phone plan, and the fact that I'm at work all day, and the fact that I'm not in NC and I never get to really talk to him, only for about 10 minutes at night, not very much fun when I'm used to talking to him everyday, seeing him whenever I wanted to. I hate that I'm not there with him, that I'm not falling ( Read more... )

So I love how I get excited over the silliest things, and my daddy just sits there and laughs at me. Last night I went to Target and got white shoelaces with pink stars for my pink Converse. I was very excited when putting them in my shoes...I was on the phone with Brent, and both him and my daddy were laughing because of how easily I become ( Read more... )