Well, i start my new job in about 8.5 hours. i cannot sleep to save my life! ugh. Idk if im gonna start tomorrow or just go talk to her. Well, ashley's mom is moving down here, she offered me a job at the assisted living home she works at. its 9$ an hour lol so im good with that. Im dating a guy named Randy now. He lives in pennsylvania at the ( Read more... )

last night's dream had to be the scariest thing i've ever experienced. For anyone who knows me they know about the old days of sneeking into the old norwood building. Well, once when i was there, i remember seeing a girl standing on the steps just staring at me and then it disappeared...a year and 1/2 later--last night, she appreared in my dreams. ( Read more... )

So Valentine's day is approaching, whoopdy do, just another day to remind all of us single people of how pathetic we are. Well oh well. Just another day of sitting in my room sulking over my past relationships. Ahwell...life goes on. So..still havent found a job yet, u know for being such a big city you have to be like 18 to work ANYWHERE! it bites ( Read more... )

So..its been a while since ive last updated. And everything is going to shit. I'm sick of not having a job, im sick of smoking, im sick of being me with my lame ass life. I need something more. A good boyfriend, a good job, and good friends. I lost my job by moving, i lost my potential boyfriend cuz he's a douche bag and i lost my best friends cuz ( Read more... )

Whats up everyone? Im actually doing pretty decent. Life in milwaukee isnt as bad as i figured but its really boring when you dont have a lot of money. i was supposed to be getting a job at carrabbas as a hostess but they're not sure they wanna hire me cuz my sister works there and they dont know if they want sisters working together. which is lame ( Read more... )

So, milwaukee....its better this time around, yet..boring, im becoming a lot closer with melissa which is cool. she's awesome and also has a hot brother. I got to talk to kristen last night for like a couple hours. i miss her so much, i plan on going and visiting her in about 2 months. i cant wait! im so stoked. So yeah. ive been kinda just ( Read more... )

So, Ashley and Tasha came down to milwaukee this past weekend. Tasha came down to see her boyfriend and Ashley came down to see me. Well, we ended up hanging out with this random guy from the hotel. He was 30...so, ew. And he baught us dinner which was really nice of him. But Yeah. So, we go back to the hotel and the guy at the service desk was ( Read more... )

As of right now, im a depressed piece of shit. There was a train today and i almost brought myself to stop right on the tracks, when that happened i called my mom and told her i need help. so i may be going back to aurora hospital.So, if u dont hear from me for a while, you know why

Well..my new years we very uneventful but...well, thats pretty much it..uneventful. I was at home, precilla and i hung out for a little while, i went home, went back to precilla's...then went home. Then hung out with tyler and his drunk brother for like 20 minutes, his brother kept trying to force me to drink and then drive and i screamed at him ( Read more... )

So, hmmm...hows my life been lately. Idk..its okay, ive been working my ass off and u know, i dont mind it...i enjoy the money and i need it. I'm going to look for a secord job after figis ends cuz i'll be out of school and i need to pay off some bills. So..I got accepted into university of pheonix...im going for fashion design and merchandising, ( Read more... )