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hi...
random update. i havn't written in here in a while. guess i kinda just let it go. i spend alot of time on my quote community journal that i never really do anything with my own personal one anymore. so here is some random stuff if anyone cares to read. umm...life has been ... hmm. hard to choose just one word. at times i'm so extremelely happy, other times i'm just okay, and others i'm just blah. i guess everyone is like that. my happy days have been when i get to talk to dj, which is everyday lately :D...i get a text msg or a 2 min phone call from him and it just makes my day so much better. i love him. and i miss him soooooooo much. originally, he was going to come visit me as soon as he graduated from ait, which would mean i get to see him in 15 days! BUT now, because of the freakishly high prices that his plane ticket would be, we decided against that....new plan....i will be going to see him. his family is in georgia and he gets to spend time with them for a couple wks before he leaves for italy. so, i'll go up there and be with him and his family for a wk or so. and its so much cheaper and better for us...we get to spend time together :) for longer than it would've been if he would've come here for a couple days. and my professors have been so great...i have two exams during the week that i would be gone. one of them is a final! but since my two professors are the kewlest women in the world they have no problem working around my schedule to pick new exam dates. they're so happy for me lol that i get to go spend time with him. they know how important it is. AND he's going to italy so i am not exactly sure when i would be able to go visit him. but he said i'm going to visit him no matter what. he's paying of course, cuz that's dj and he REFUSES to let me pay for anything. i feel bad. so yah, i can't wait to see him. that's obvious. and school...is going okay. just my math class is killing me. i hate it. boring. 50 minutes of hell every monday, wednesday, and friday. oh well. i actually have a test to study for...not math tho which is awesome. but i guess i'll go now and start on that. maybe i'll write some more junk in here later :)
always...
It’s not easy
loving someone from a distance.
But the pain
of being so far draws the love closer.
The longing to see the one I love
reaffirms in my heart
that the love is for real.
It won’t run away like the tide,
it won’t fade away
like a distant landscape.
It will become
what we have been waiting patiently for-
a relationship that’s not different.
~unknown
♥ vicki