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Its 2 days till my 21st birthday. and I don't seem to care. I'm just not that interested in the occasion. or ANYTHING
I was looking on Beyond Blue. A sight for help with depression. and they had a little "Depression Checklist"
It went something like this
"for more than 2 weeks have you:
1. felt sad, down or miserable most of the time?
2. lost interest or pleasure in most of your usual activities?
If you answered 'YES' to either of these questions, complete the symptom checklist below?"
then is had a 27 questions under various headings
at the end it said
"If you answered "yes" to question 1 and/or 2 and ticked at least three symptoms in the checklist, you probably have a depressive illness."
well I answered yes to both one and 2, and answered yes to 16 out of the 27
then I was looking around the "helping yourself" bit, and found some cool stuff.
even tho I'm suposed to be cellerbrating my birthday this weekend. I have no idea what I want to do. first It was simply a cottage gathering, then there was heaps of people that wern't happy with that so I decided on a city piss up too. havn't really organised anything for that eather, and now I don't know if I want a party like ryans (heaps of family and friends) or if I just want a huge blowout with lots of booze and drugs. (to which flick said she wouldn't be attending).
I know I need to "pull my finger out" but the whole thing is not high on my list of things to care about.
I'm just so tired of everything
I was looking on Beyond Blue. A sight for help with depression. and they had a little "Depression Checklist"
It went something like this
"for more than 2 weeks have you:
1. felt sad, down or miserable most of the time?
2. lost interest or pleasure in most of your usual activities?
If you answered 'YES' to either of these questions, complete the symptom checklist below?"
then is had a 27 questions under various headings
at the end it said
"If you answered "yes" to question 1 and/or 2 and ticked at least three symptoms in the checklist, you probably have a depressive illness."
well I answered yes to both one and 2, and answered yes to 16 out of the 27
then I was looking around the "helping yourself" bit, and found some cool stuff.
even tho I'm suposed to be cellerbrating my birthday this weekend. I have no idea what I want to do. first It was simply a cottage gathering, then there was heaps of people that wern't happy with that so I decided on a city piss up too. havn't really organised anything for that eather, and now I don't know if I want a party like ryans (heaps of family and friends) or if I just want a huge blowout with lots of booze and drugs. (to which flick said she wouldn't be attending).
I know I need to "pull my finger out" but the whole thing is not high on my list of things to care about.
I'm just so tired of everything