no optimism muscle

[dazzle_]

i hate the fact that newton is in greeley. i'm tired and i dont feel like being optimistic. it's too hot and i'm aching for a good hug.

i just want to sleep and laugh and not worry about anything. i feel all tangled up and alone and worn. summer, why did you end? why? i hate you for ending so quick, summer.

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[emerald_hyena]

Drive up some place where I am some day and I'll give you a hug. I can't guarantee it'll be good, but I'll do my best.
That's not true.
I'll probably do it as half assed as I do everything.,
But' it's somethimg.s
Daamn it so many typos.

[lollyskabaly]

You should call me the second you get this.

I had a shitty first day of school, but things are bound to get better soon-for both of us, I'm sure. Tonight we're having a slam get together and sending off Kara properly I think, so I'll try and get a hold of you. It'll be after 4:30 today, I think.

I miss you so much. See you this afternoon?

[sympathyxo]

Today we need to get together. I promise you a really fantastic hug.

[feed_the_monkey]

Does Newton go to UNC, perchance?

[dazzle_]

yes indeed he does.

[feed_the_monkey]

My second favorite alcoholic left today to finish out his senior year up there.