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[dazzlingdespair]

Aside from a very brief nap last night around 7pm until like 10pm, I've pretty much been awake and just kinda "blah"-ing my way through the last 2-and-a-half days. I need to power through the remaining couple of days of my summer courses and then really try to find it in me to get... anything done. Anything

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[invsagoth]

I hope that you feel better soon! It should help if you can get some sleep, I know that I get so much more overwhelmed when I'm tired. (Like now, my sleep has been horrid the last couple of days!) *hugs*

I enjoyed watching soccer yesterday too! I'm not a big fan of watching sports on tv, but I realized that I was really getting into it and enjoying it. It helps that I used to love playing soccer, I did it a lot in college and watching it brought back memories. xD

[dazzlingdespair]

I've actually suddenly been sleeping most of the last couple days. It's a weird feeling since I don't sleep much in general. haha I'd say it's nice but I feel awake and alert and energetic for a few hours and then suddenly I'm ready to go back to sleep. I think maybe since I'm stuffing my feelings down this is my body's way of manifesting my depression. *sigh* At least superficially I'm feeling better.

Yeah I usually only watch gymnastics (all three of my aunts were gymnasts so I grew up going to meets and stuff and I actually had aspirations of becoming a gymnast myself; alas that shit costs money and so my aunt was coaching me but then we moved hours away and that was the end of that *sad*), swimming & diving (I was on the swim team in high school; best butterfly-er on the team! ^_^), and figure skating but I've been watching a lot more sports this year and realizing they're actually fun and interesting to watch. Like soccer and handball and fencing. I even watched some archery. I might watch some track & field this year, too.

[dazzlingdespair]

Isn't it though? My mom used to say it sounded like was a weatherman or reporter of some kind. We used to joke about it and say thing like "This is Todd Gummerman reporting live from the White House" and shit.

XXX bias feels? I'd love to have an over abundance of those instead of the extremely unpleasant feelings I've had too many of lately.