That week in NC was AMAZING! i had such a good time with Kaden it really made me so excited to be a mom! everyone thought it would be good birth control but it was totally the opposite! :) not to mention seeing all of my loved ones!

Ironically, finals week has been the easiest week of this semester ( Read more... )

Kaden was born February 2nd 2010 (Groundhog day). He is the most BEAUTIFUL baby i've ever seen! I went down Friday morning (the 5th) and came back last night (the 10th). I miss him so much already! i loved him before i met him but i fell absolutely in love with him the second i held him. He is such a good baby and he is so sweet. He is going to be ( Read more... )

i'm so exhausted! i have a problem with spreading myself too thin! then im stressed and tired all the time, but i dont know what to do with myself when im not crazy busy!

cortney's due date is tomorrow! but he has windham blood, so he will be late!

blahhhh i hate being so tired and stressed!!!!!!!!!!

I'm happy ( Read more... )

its been a while ( Read more... )

Life is moving. I am, again, finding myself stressed, tired, and going back to my ways of folding into myself and being unproductive when i get stressed ( Read more... )

Mike moved back to cali, and although it really made me incredibly sad at first... i realize now that it's for the best ( Read more... )

Today was a nice day. I made James cook me breakfast (french toast) which came out unexpectedly excellent! Then i took him back to his car so he could could get some errands done and i did my hurr and did some school financial stuff then i met at his house at four then we drove out to his mom's house. We had a nice evening and dinner there and i ( Read more... )

James' night position is going to make things really hard but it is very clear we both really want to make things work through it and we both are very confident that we can. The more i think about it, the more i realize that its a good thing. I will not have any distractions from school work / any temptations to take off work, and the time we do ( Read more... )