How do i know what the right thing is? Am I suppose to be strong, walk ahead and be the creator of my own unhappiness or am i suppose to listen to my heart and be a victim of everything it wants?

i need a secretary to manage my time and tell me when to do things.

i have been so busy lately! and i fear that i have been slacking off from school! i need to get back on track!

my heart will ALWAYS belong to him. i know this, other people know this, and i am not afraid to accept it.

I have been so busy lately that i have not thought about you or you.

And i have been truly happy lately too :)

Why am i surprisingly not so upset?? Maybe i'm just busy. The pain has to set it soon, right?

When it rains it pours ( Read more... )

What happened? Where did I go wrong? What did I do?

I waited two years for this to happen all over again?

I can't decide if I want my questions answered or if I want to be left in the dark so I can pretend that the answers are what I wish they are.

Please please please don't do this to me again

If waiting is a sin...

I'm going to Hell

Isn't this when over-whelming happiness sets in?

.....Where is it? And why do I feel sick instead?

oh my goodness, how things have changed

The relationship is going great

The school is... school

The faith is... up and down

The friendship is gone

The past is coming back, and i'm not complaining

The job is enjoyable

The money-spending problem is out of control

I'm happy and trying to try