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[dbeckham_07]

Sitting the hotel room in London, where he's staying only known to a few close friends and of course his parents, he sits looking quietly out the window before turning to the small state of the art laptop sat on the table not far from him.I am not quite sure how long it has been since last I updated this, nor at the moment do I particularly care.

Comments

[sexygaryoldman]

Sasha is indeed a bright and shining star, and we certainly appreciate her.

Sorry I haven't had a chance to ring lately - stop by the Dorchester or give us a call - we can get together with Bean and have boys night out or something.

Talk to you later, mate!

[dbeckham_07]

Actually gets a slightly worried look on his face at the thought of being alone somewhere with the pair of them.

As long as Renee and Emma or Alan are there?

[sexygaryoldman]

Mate - what are you afraid of? You know I'm not gay, don't you? Can't vouch for Bean, I'm afraid... *looks about furtively* To tell you the truth, I've heard stories....

[skater_sasha]

*laughs softly* Gary Dear, he's probably scared of the fact he could get locked in a closet *smirks* After all he's heard about Beanie and closets, he's probably very scared *nods*

[_rose_mcgowan_]

I'm sorry I haven't been around. I have a good reason, but I guess that that really doesn't matter when I see that you're hurting and need a friend, and I'm no where to be found. I'm sorry.

[dbeckham_07]

We all have times in our lives we feel we need to escape Rose, don't feel bad. You are a true friend, you were one of the others that made me see sitting around really only hurts the person doing it, never be sorry Rose. Just this little message is good, knowing you're still out there even if I don't get to see you.

[skater_sasha]

*laughs slightly* no problem hun *smiles* If you ever need to talk, you know the number *smiles* I'm here for ya as a friend so if you ever need to cry or wallow *laughs slightly* just give me a ring *nods* Take care hun and don't be depressed...cheer up. The world isn't always a wonderful place...heck everyone gets into a depression at times, but there's always light at the end of the tunnel. Look at life like a tunnel and you're going underground for a while, but once you get above to the ground with the sunshine and life, everything WILL be better *smiles*

[sexygaryoldman]

David, mate,

*arches an eyebrow, taking position as stern father figure*

What are your intentions toward our little Sasha? You've got her so confused, she doesn't know whether she's coming or going? You've got to know your own head and heart before you can go playing around with some one else's.

Give me a ring, mate, if you want to talk.

[dbeckham_07]

I ... I enjoy Sasha's company she is bright and makes me smile when the world around me seems to be crumbling. Yet can anyone know their what their heart wishes before they've had time to truly explore all facets of what is going on around them.

I'll call you Gary but I'm probably as confused as Sasha at the moment.

[sexygaryoldman]

Sorry about all the spam in your journal, mate - I honestly never pay attention to where it's going, I just reply! *grins*

And I can tell you have feelings for Sasha - it's rather obvious to any non-blind person who happen to land in your general vicinity, especially when the two of you are together. But you have to figure things out for yourself, mate, not lead her about on some type of string. You must know by now that I only want the best for her, and will not tolerate anyone who dares to hurt her.

I know that this is a time of confusion for you, mate, but it's better to take your time and examine your heart - although my intuition tells me that a great deal of it is invested with Sasha.

Talk to you later, mate - ring us up, we're moving into our new digs today!

[dbeckham_07]

I wouldn't intentionally go about hurting her, Gary. Though neither can I honestly say I'm ready now or maybe will ever be for a relationship as open and free as that I had with Victoria. She was my first love and despite all that you may have read or heard about me I simply can not stop caring for her.