I don’t deal well with confrontations, I’m not quite sure how to react or what to do. For the main part of my adult life, I have been sheltered from much the real world has to offer, as are all ‘expensive and treasured objects’. Since I was very young, I have been a footballer, I haven’t had to deal with things like aggressive behavior, or ( Read more... )

Further to popular belief, I do not shag cheap sluts. I have wild sex with wonderful women, that I am lucky enough to have encountered at various times in my life. I did not cheat on Vic ... as the times I've been with anyone but her, we were separated.

That is all.

Laying on the bed in the hotel room he’d rented the previous night, face bruised from the fight, or more aptly described beating he’d received from one of Sasha’s various uncles, he stared up at the ceiling. Morning was once more rearing its head over the horizon light started to pour into the large window.I am wasted, I have no idea why it is ( Read more... )

For the first time in quite a while, not bothering to read the newspapers or have a lingering thought in the back of his mind about hiding in the gloom he turns on his laptop stretches out grinning and logs on to his journal.I think it’s about time I did a proper update here instead of all the moaning and groaning I’ve been doing as of late. I’ve ( Read more... )

Congratualtions Sean and Emma.

Not doing much of an update as I've just woken up looked at the newspaper and found my face all over it again.

Yeah I thought things were starting to sort themselves out, things slowly falling into place but now this starts up all over again.

( It never ends. )

Sitting the hotel room in London, where he's staying only known to a few close friends and of course his parents, he sits looking quietly out the window before turning to the small state of the art laptop sat on the table not far from him.I am not quite sure how long it has been since last I updated this, nor at the moment do I particularly care. ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven’t updated this in a while its probably best for me to stick in a few news details to explain my absence, or not best but easier than me having to think up what to write then have it all make sense ( Read more... )

Feeling distraught by the latest spat of unfounded and simply fabricated stories that have been slowly appearing in the European gutter press, he feels this is probably the only avenue to get his own personal views on things out in the open with out anyone coming back with a quick, but you signed the terrorists birthday card quip.I’m not sure, who ( Read more... )

Cold despite the heat that’s pouring down from the sky above, covered in a light sheen of sweat from training, he heads into the locker rooms. Sneezing rather rapidly one followed by another by another, grabbing hold of his cell phone checking messages, frowning a little before being yelled at by the coach to go and shower, he drops down the cell ( Read more... )

Sitting in the huge study, of the mansion he had rented in the hope that Victoria would leave London and come and stay with him. Or at least thats what he thought at the time. It seems so very long ago now, as though spending time with her is a warm brief interlude in his life where everything was right and anything was possible ( Read more... )